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I dun see the light.
Sunday, May 8, 2011 || 8:16 PM
Quite disturbed for past few days.
I always thought, if I treat this person good, the same thing will go back to me.
And I also know that this may not be necessarily true.
I always thought if I share something with the person, they will also do the same.
But. No.
It's a Big F No.
Instances like:
A: oh...where u going tml?
B: I'm going to Bugis =) Wassup? =D
A: ooo...thot we can go for lunch tgt tml perhaps?
and the convo continue.
but sometime I get some F up ans.
A: hey! Where you going tml?
B: Why ask?
A: ntg la, just wanna noe beh :)
I was trying to strike a convo with u, but since u reply "why ask?", i take it that you dun wish to ans me or you dun wanna let me know where you going tml.
I understand that.
Sometimes,
or perhaps most of the time,
I'm always the last to know something.
I dun understand it.
A: did u know that %^&&$ is leaving?
B: yea..i know it months ago....
A: oh.......
From this convo, I know that you wouldnt want to share or tell me. It hurts in the first place, but subsequently, I get it. So when it's your turn....
B: why are you taking leave?
A: just wanna give myself a break?
B: So where will u be going?
A: Thailand, I guess?
B: With who?
( At this moment, I feel reluctant..my mind is thinking: since there's a barrier between us, and you wouldnt wanna tell me sometime, why muz i tell u?) (I know that I'm being a bitch, but..once hurt, twice shy? Am I right?)(nonetheless, I answered. In brief.)
A: friends =)
B: ur which friends?
A: * no reply*
this happen some time back...
but now,
I met with new challenges.
I dunno what is wrong.
Perhaps the fault is me.
Put the blame on me.
I dunno if I have the --------- to reply back next time.
F up now.
I'm just a human being.
CHINESE NEW YEAR!! =D YEA! :D
Thursday, February 3, 2011 || 12:15 PM

Happy Chinese New Year!! =D
It's the Bunny Year!! =D
I was watching news on tuesday,
and they will showing that the Vietnamese is also celebrating the CNY! =)
But instead of the rabbit,
they took it as the Year of the CAT!
According to the news, Vietnam people love CATS! =)
And when the chinese zodiac come into the Vietnam eons ago,
someone pronounced the rabbit wrongly,
and they catch the wrong meaning.
So they thought it was the Cat =)
Moreover, they loves CATS! =D
Yesterday reunion dinner is superb! =)
Although it does not have a wider variety like any steamboat/buffets i have,
but it has the X-factor,
WARMTH. =)
1st blog post in 2011 =)
Sunday, January 30, 2011 || 9:29 PM

My first blog post in 2011 =)
One month quietly just walked past me, and now we are counting down for the CNY.
How time flies...
Weather today was perfect. Rain and Rain =)
Stephen Bishop-> it might be you =)
Keeping this post for my last entry of 2010.
Saturday, January 1, 2011 || 1:07 PM