Vonveracity

I dun see the light.

2011-05-08T20:16:00.002+08:00

Quite disturbed for past few days.

I always thought, if I treat this person good, the same thing will go back to me.

And I also know that this may not be necessarily true.

I always thought if I share something with the person, they will also do the same.

But. No.

It's a Big F No.

Instances like:

A: oh...where u going tml?

B: I'm going to Bugis =) Wassup? =D

A: ooo...thot we can go for lunch tgt tml perhaps?

and the convo continue.

but sometime I get some F up ans.

A: hey! Where you going tml?

B: Why ask?

A: ntg la, just wanna noe beh :)

I was trying to strike a convo with u, but since u reply "why ask?", i take it that you dun wish to ans me or you dun wanna let me know where you going tml.

I understand that.

Sometimes,

or perhaps most of the time,

I'm always the last to know something.

I dun understand it.

A: did u know that %^&&$ is leaving?

B: yea..i know it months ago....

A: oh.......

From this convo, I know that you wouldnt want to share or tell me. It hurts in the first place, but subsequently, I get it. So when it's your turn....

B: why are you taking leave?

A: just wanna give myself a break?

B: So where will u be going?

A: Thailand, I guess?

B: With who?

( At this moment, I feel reluctant..my mind is thinking: since there's a barrier between us, and you wouldnt wanna tell me sometime, why muz i tell u?) (I know that I'm being a bitch, but..once hurt, twice shy? Am I right?)(nonetheless, I answered. In brief.)

A: friends =)

B: ur which friends?

A: * no reply*

this happen some time back...

but now,

I met with new challenges.

I dunno what is wrong.

Perhaps the fault is me.

Put the blame on me.

I dunno if I have the --------- to reply back next time.

F up now.

I'm just a human being.

CHINESE NEW YEAR!! =D YEA! :D

2011-02-03T12:15:00.003+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year!! =D

It's the Bunny Year!! =D

I was watching news on tuesday,

and they will showing that the Vietnamese is also celebrating the CNY! =)

But instead of the rabbit,

they took it as the Year of the CAT!

According to the news, Vietnam people love CATS! =)

And when the chinese zodiac come into the Vietnam eons ago,

someone pronounced the rabbit wrongly,

and they catch the wrong meaning.

So they thought it was the Cat =)

Moreover, they loves CATS! =D

Yesterday reunion dinner is superb! =)

Although it does not have a wider variety like any steamboat/buffets i have,

but it has the X-factor,

WARMTH. =)

1st blog post in 2011 =)

2011-01-30T21:29:00.001+08:00

My first blog post in 2011 =)

One month quietly just walked past me, and now we are counting down for the CNY.
How time flies...

Weather today was perfect. Rain and Rain =)

Stephen Bishop-> it might be you =)

Keeping this post for my last entry of 2010.

2011-01-01T13:07:00.000+08:00

The last day of 2010 =)

2010-12-31T22:00:00.001+08:00

Love of my life =)

2010-11-07T01:41:00.002+08:00

I'm in love.
Again and Again.
With the same guy.

FRANK.

With loves,
Yvonne.

Hear/Heal The Heart

2010-10-31T22:24:00.004+08:00

One day,

the body ask the heart,

If I fall sick, the doctor will heal me,

but if you fall sick, who will heal you?

The heart replies,

I have to heal by myself.

Perhaps this is why everyone has a different way of healing themselves

When they are heartbroken.

People may drink,

sleep,

go for a jog,

cry or laugh about it,

travel,

talk to a friend about it

and etc.

Worse situation is,

to neglect what your heart feels.

PS: What is your way to heal your heart?

With loves,

Yvonne.

4 Seasons + Jazz + bench = Perfect =)

2010-10-31T01:46:00.006+08:00

A few weeks back,

I do came out with a entry regarding to the 4 seasons.

But one unintentional click,

G.O.N.E =(

lols.
So I decide to blog it again. =)
Although I tried blogging it the day after that incident,
but I del it.
Cuz it just don't feel the same anymore.
I cannot remember what was my exact thoughts when I do it the first time.

I simply love this 2 image. =)
Same place, different scenery, different emotions. =)

Sometime, I would like to picture myself walking in such places. Won't that be great?!

I know, I'm such a dreamer =)

If only, I can find this place in Singapore. =(

I would love to sit at the bench and just think nothing.

Please tell me if there's is such place in SG. =)

I always love Jazz music as it gives me a relaxing mood after a day's work.
And I'm thinking of going to Jazz bar.

I told one of my friend about it,
and the replies I got was,
"Aren't you a buddhist?"

Yup, I am.
But I'm human after all. =)
Everyone has a ruler,
it just the matter of how you measure it. =)

I wasn't angry,
but I think we have to clear some of the misconceptions =)

PS: I think I need a mini get-away from my work =(

With loves,
Yvonne. =)

The Last Journey....

2010-10-27T22:45:00.000+08:00

Sometimes,
when I read a book or watch dramas,
and when I know the story/plot is coming to an end, I will have those unbearable feeling...

Of course,
provided that I like the stories.

If you don't even like it, why will you bother finish it?

But sometimes, when the story reaches its climax, and I have strong urge to flick to the last page of the story and see the ending. I'm always in that dilemma.....

And something adds on to my weirdness is that...I may have read this book countless times, but when I read it again, and I KNOW that I'm about to finish AGAIN, I will stop reading it.

Don't ask me why.

I guess,
I don't like to see things coming to an end....

PS: Your everyday life is like the pages of YOUR book...Do you wanna read the end now, or enjoy the journey? =)

Pardon my bad english =)

With Loves,
Yvonne =)

*Now and Forever*

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

2010-10-27T22:00:00.004+08:00

"Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow.

Don't walk behind me, I may not lead.

Just walk beside me, and be my friend."

-Albert Camus

I just want you to be good to her,her family and friends.

and that include ur friend too.

She's is your friend ultimately.

Please do not ignore her.

Get it,

Miss. G ?

PS: Time to say goodbye.... =)

With loves,

Yvonne.

Life is like a tree...I hope.

2010-10-04T22:25:00.006+08:00

Getting abit moody these few days..

or perhaps.
having too much different feelings at a time?

"I'm sorry, Sir
It's alright, Mdm."

Everything seem to be so natural.

If life can be like a tree,
when it's autumn, the leaves falls
and when it's winter, new leaves grows.

One should look forward and not backward.

Sometimes, when I think back my haunted past,
I found out that I've changed alot these few years.
I tried to hide away my past from the people I love,
afraid that they will despise me.

The past will still remain a scar.
The hurt leaves, but the scar remains.

Pretty flats!

2010-10-03T16:46:00.004+08:00

<3 the pretty flats!
I worn out all my flats and now when I'm wearing it,
I can even feel the grounds....

Thinking of going to Far East to find affordable pretty flats! =)
Don't wanna wear high heels everyday to work.
It's undesirable..

Fragile Sting

2010-10-02T23:03:00.002+08:00

Fragile

If blood will flow when flesh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrow's rain will wash the stains away
But something in our minds will always stay
Perhaps this final act was meant
To clinch a lifetime's argument
That nothing comes from violence and nothing ever could
For all those born beneath an angry star
Lest we forget how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are

On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star like tears from a star
On and on the rain will say
How fragile we are how fragile we are
How fragile we are how fragile we are

One of my all time fav song,
never fail to skip a beat when I hear this song.

Sometimes,
when the music in my phone in shuffle mode,
and if it plays this song,
the whole world seem to stop for a second.

Casablanca.

I didnt know it will bring such dramatic effect to me.

Sleepless night.

2010-10-01T23:42:00.003+08:00

~LONG POST~

Feeling feverish today due to yesterday's work.
Was lying on the bed for hours but could not get to sleep.
Decided to came online and here I am. =)

Work was tough yesterday as I run 10cases in a day.
Was hoping for good weather, but it was raining non-stop.
Intern students supposed to follow me, but I turned down.
Glad that she didn't follow, if not she gonna suffer with me.
I did bring along my umbrella but the rain was so strong.
One of the owner even offer a towel for me.
LOL.

Colleagues were saluting me when I came back to work today.
They even joke around saying they had ask Boss to assign more case for me.
HA!
They say this job provide free slimming services.
For best effects, start on landed properties!
Thanks man.

Job loads going to be more heavy for these 2weeks,
few of them took leave to accompany their kids for the PSLE.
lols.
One of my close colleague also taking 2 WEEKS off.
ohgawd.
ROAR.
Out of the 25valuers, only 2 of us stay in the east side.
and that means,
her case will be under me.
ROAR.
Stay positive! JIAYOU! ^_^

Ohyea,
one of our admin had left our company. =)
But it was something to be happy for her =)
Accompany her hubby back to states =)
Thanks Chee for the precious gift. =)

Recently,
People been asking me on what studies am I going to focus or if I have the thought of going back to school.
Yes,
I would love to go back to School.
Ever since I leave Ngee Ann, and had a short honeymoon to Laos, and reality sets in...
School is something that I wish to go back.
People always like to cherish things when things are gone,
me too.

Even if I had the chance to set foot to school again,
it will never be the same. T_T

Some people might know,
Real Estate Business wasn't the first choice in my 12choices.
But I did enjoyed the whole course of it....(except autocad and BQC...)
However, it secured me a job that I like, which is Valuation. (My fav module)

But I'm still in a dilemma.
Should I go for the one that I initially wanted but did not have the chance to go for it?
OR...
Continue my studies with valuation-related?

I hate to make choices.
Sometime life seem to be more simpler when we have no choice.
But sometime,
humans will blame anyone/anything because of the lack of choices.
I'm guilty to be one of them.
lols.

But anyway,
I did not have enough capital to study yet.
Perhaps I should give myself one more year?
More analysis is needed.
Follow the heart?
ROAR.

Time to pop another pandadol.
Nights.

Loves,
Yvonne =)
Amituofo.

2010-09-23T22:18:00.004+08:00

Go Green, Start with ME! =)
lols =)

Met some problem in work today,
I was given new challenge in work,
and I'm afraid I'm not up to it. :(

Moreover, haste decisions has to be made.
Monday is the dateline.
Damn the bank for giving instruction so late.

But I'm relieved that my mentor will be coming with me. =)
Pulled my ears long long to absorb all the teachings.
Hope I will not forget.

It's been long since I read his ramblings,
so I went bloghopping again...and there he was.! =)
Coincidence?
I guess is affinity =)
Perhaps Buddha is telling me something.(=D)

I shall stay positive! =)

May Buddha bless me with the wisdom to understand the whole structure of the new challenge.

Enjoy your weekends ahead! =)

loves,
Yvonne =)
_/\_
Amituofo.

I miss this crazy ass.

2010-09-22T15:32:00.003+08:00

I miss the crazy ass on the right.
=(

Hope she's doing well in her uni =)

Buddha will look after her well=)

_/\_
Amituofo.

Very Happening September(1)

2010-09-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

I took one day leave to accompany moo moo today =)
It's been long since she step foot there, so two of us went together =)
Was so looking forward when I applied leave last week.

Boss,out of curiosity, ask me where I'm heading..
I told him, BUGIS.
He look dumbfounded.
I wasn't surprised.LOL.
Bugis was only a ten minutes walking distance from our office.

Moomoo used to bring me here twice or thrice a year when I was young.
We always go to the famous Guangyinma temple to pray for the family,
followed by going to the nearby food centre for my fav chao gui teow =)
It's <3.

Moomoo always bribe me with the CGT to accompany her for the long-hours-of-choosing-dried-goods.
And she never fail.

We will always carry bags of dried goods home...

Ever since she start work, we did not go there often..
sometimes, I went alone to pray to Guanyinma and tell the Buddhas up there that I want moo moo to come with me next time.
However, it was me who go and buy the dried goods for her during my poly days. =(

Finally, Today =)
We bring our prayer beads and board bus 23 =)
I'm glad mum did not reject the idea of sitting down there for 1/2 an hour for chanting =) We went back to the food centre,
and of course,
it has been refurbished,
and everything has changed.

A pity was, they decided to clean the food centre for 2days,
which include today =(
So we didnt get to buy much dried goods(lots of dried-goods shops are at the lvl 2 of the FC).

However, we managed to buy the vegetarian food for me!=)
WHEE! =)
Happy gurl today=)

Nice day today =)
I'm prepared for the vegetarian meals...but abit not confidence to complete it.
May Guanyinma give me the strength and determination to finish it! =)

With <3,
Yvonne =)

Amituofo,
_/\_

PS: May Buddha bless Sha with good health and happiness for the rest of her life =) Happy Birthday, Sha =)

New Buddhism Courses from PKS =)

2010-09-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

I'm soooo excited!! =D

New courses and talks coming soon! =)

Credits: www.moonpointer.com and http://www.kmspks.org. =)

Heart Sutra is something that I always wanted to learn.
Despite knowing how to memorise everything from the sutra,
yet I could not understand a single word from them.

Thanks to bro.Shi An who is going to conduct this class! =D
Sadhu! Sadhu! Sadhu! =)

Amituofo!!
_/\_

以佛为爱

2010-09-05T00:03:00.006+08:00

"我终于明白了。
世界上的真爱，
有太多的痛苦与牵绊，
你宁愿背弃盟约以不爱来爱我
之以佛为爱，
这不就是大爱吗？"

I like to repeat watching the dramas I like for Nth time.
Even when I know what is going to happen next,
I will still continue watching it.

Hotelier is the only drama that I actually memorise the whole bloody script. =S

The above saying is actually from one of my fav drama, and is also the one which actually leads me close to Buddhism.
The first time I watch it was....more than 4years ago?
lols.

Everytime I watched again,
I felt that I'm learning something new. =)

曾经何时，
我以为人的一生是为了追求物质上的生活而努力奋斗一生。
但是，久而久之，却发现盲目的追求这些物质生活，也渐渐的变成没意义。
是一个恶性循环。
但无知的人却会反驳，难道，生活不就是这样吗？

当一个人有了一切的一切，金钱，名利，地位。。自认为已站在最高点。
当他回头一望，
却发现，
他在追寻这些不知所谓的“快乐”时，
已把那些《情》给遗失了
才会痛心疾首。

有时，
从生活的历练，
我慢慢了解身边有个人，关心及爱护，平平谈谈的过生活，也似乎比自己一个人孤孤单单的过着富裕的生活还来得好。

但最近，
又有新的体会。

就像，这篇文章的开头几句。

"我终于明白了。
世界上的真爱，
有太多的痛苦与牵绊，
你宁愿背弃盟约以不爱来爱我
之以佛为爱，
这不就是大爱吗？"

大爱和大碍。。。一线之隔。

扪心自问：你要的是什么？

不要急着回答，
没人要知道你的答案。
最重要的是你听到你的心的声音吗？

阿弥陀佛。
_/\_

多情也无情，无情也是最多情。

2010-08-31T22:14:00.002+08:00

AMITUOFO.

_/\_

I'm back! =)

2010-08-29T21:46:00.007+08:00

Been months since I update.
I change my blogskin to this =)
The previous one, I have used for one year plus? and now is kept in other blog of mine. =)
More changes in the blog soon =)

Alot of overdue stuff to share and is hard to list them all down now. Is like everytime in the bus travelling, I will have this and that thoughts in mind, and intend to write them now. But when I'm given the chance to sit down here and write, mind in a total blank state.
lols. =)

For those working, please take care of your health and not to stress and please do not overwork for free! =D

For those studying, please take care of your health and likewise, do not stress, and and please believe in yourself that you are capable of doing it.

For those who are still unsure where are you going in life, please go to the nearest wall and bang your head. You might find some answers from there.

Someone random asked today,

WHAT IS TRUE HAPPINESS?

So what's your answer?

My answer is....
.
.
.

True happiness to Sha is when she see/hear/smell/touch/talk about COACH and her ___friend, and to be the one to stand and protect her family =)
True happiness to Laoda is when she becomes a captain and expand her kinky business and her family well and safe =)
True happiness to Nattie is when she believe that she can do it and have strong confidence of her ability to score well and the ability to be the strong one for the family to depend on=)
True happiness to Lihui is when she have unlimited super fast bandwidth to dl her animes and watch PPS. =)
True happiness to HianHian is when she starts to believe in herself that she can do it and the author of the crayon shin-chan to be alive again and draw more shin chan =)
True happiness to Huiqin is when Raymond Lam or Joseph Cheng come to her and acknowledge her. =)
True happiness to Amelia is when she can whip up dishes for the one she loves. =)
True happiness to Marcus is when he see his parents follow his steps and get close to Ksitigarbha Bodhisattva and go to Pureland end of the day.
True happiness to Belinda is when she gets jobs that has the creative element and papercraft and her never-ending DIY stuff!! =)
True happiness to Fangying is when she is with her Edwin and enough sleep? =D
True happiness to Daphne See is when her cute little baby who is going to come to earth soon is healthy =)
True happiness to June is when she go for the career she wants and the best for Andrea =)

This is how I perceive. HAHA. Sorry if I'm so wrong =)

Meanwhile,
Take care everyone =)

Amituofo.
_/\_

My Job

2010-07-24T13:52:00.001+08:00

My job finally change my habit, I am now a umbrella holder:)

2010-07-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

22 July (Venue: Bus 36)

On my way to siglap..board 36:)

I love to be in the bus when it is raining:)

if the windows can be open,then it will be great:) c

an smell the rain:)

passed by the venue for big walk:)

fond memories there as it is the first time I took park in such events:)

I went to Hougang HDB block today and the unit I went is great!

The owner like nature style I guess:)

the wood and the pebble stone explains it all.. It make me ponder how my future house is going to be like :)

I want it to be zen style in the living room:)

wood will be the main material for the house.

But alot of factors have to be consider as Singapore is a humid country.

Wind-chime?

Still struggling..small fengshui water fountain?

Yes!? I like the sound of the water:)

Buddha statue?

Of course:)

shall have an altar there:)

will get those nice altar which fits to the theme:)

My first time blogging through phone:)

2010-07-21T16:33:00.002+08:00

I had always wanted to blog through phone as I always have free time when I travel places to places. :)

but Safari does not allow me to do that,so I tend to pen down my feelings through notes.

I lost a total of 85posts when my phone crashed a few weeks ago.

Determined to find a solution so I went online and search for answers, there is this app that I can use to connect to blog which is this post you are seeing now, but this post will come out in no paragraph format, but is alright:)

when I get hold of my laptop, I shall do the formatting back.

Did I told you that my lappy is going to dead on me?

Hope it allows me to save enough money first and last through next IT show. :)

Today is going to be a long day and happy birthday,lihui :)

2010-07-11T18:08:00.003+08:00

#EDITED POST#

Life's has been hectic and things that I go through these few weeks
is totally unforgettable.

Colleagues and friends has been quite concern about my uncle,
and I do update as and when.

I'm sorry for those who I didn't have the chance to update.
Do forgive me.

Through this period of time,
I tend to see things more clearer.

If friends who are following my tweets,
can see that I'm kinda emotional during this period.

and my sensitivity level has rose to a high level.

* You ask me walk left, I walk left*
* You ask me walk right, I walk right*
*You ask me do this, I do this*
*You ask me do that, I do that*

*Out of a sudden, you U-turn.*
*I lost the way*
* You carry on walking without me*
*When the day you find out that I wasn't beside you*
*and go back to the spot you U-turn*
.
.
.
* I am still standing there by my lonely self*

*I had reached a point that I can see myself not in your life.*
*I'm just a calefare*

or isit...

*I am just not worthy?*

2010-06-28T11:35:00.002+08:00

PS: Sorry guys, if I'm too religious here.
pardon me =)
I noe u all love me.

Mentally drained and physically.
Still alive due to the fats inside my body.
Thanks to my years of contribution to the fats,
and it really help me keep warm and hunger away from me.

Hospital is super-bly cold in the nights.
I had to endure it and I want to endure cuz old folks are not really supposed to stay overnights there.

esp, grandpa.

Aunties and Uncles had their jobs, same as my parents.

I do have my job too.

but one plus thing is I'm young,
and a couple of hrs of slp is enough for me.

I really thanks my company for understanding,
and giving me day off when i need it badly.

Was having a convo with lihui yest on the phone,
as I'm quite concern abt her leg...

and she was giving me some advices.

But...
I guess all my friends know me well.

I will do everything for anyone who I cherish.
everything and anything,
without a shadow of doubt.

For friends, I will do it.
Let alone my families.

I'm taking some time to blog is that,
I will like to let my friends know,
Yvonne is ok,
and please believe her,
and support her in wad she do.

Folks have not been very positive with his conditions,
but I must remain positive,
and will not cry.
at least not in front of them.

I must believe in Amitabha Buddha.
Strong faith in him to light up the directions for my uncle to come back to us.

南无阿弥陀佛，
请你帮助我大舅。
_/\_

2010-06-13T22:58:00.003+08:00

So cute rite?!?
lols.
I swear I'm not a pedophile.

Still in dilemma whether to make my 2months packed with events.
I knew my mommy wont be happy.
But is for a good cause,
isnt it?
oh wells.

I know it's going to be very overwhelming for me.
but I really dun want me to be able to have too much time to lax myself.
and I really think there is an urgent need for me to do it now or never.
I foresee myself next year,
I will be going back to studies.
Which makes me lesser time to continue to do these.

I'm left with not much time.
There is 3things in mind I want to learn in depth.

There is things I want to accomplished before I reach a certain age.
There is a certain amount of monetary I need to reach inside that piggy bank of mine.

I'm really not being pessimistic,
I'm just trying to be realistic.
And plan things of what I can plan.

There is situations I know I cannot plan,
neither can I control when,where,why,what,how it happens.

But if I can plan,
*I will.*

I have a big dream.

90% of the Sutras by Sakyamuni Buddha has yet to be translated.
I shall work on that direction.

People, don't laugh.
(lols.i,myself laughing...)

Working on that directions doesn't mean I go and translate =S
lols.

~*~Side track~*~

I am proud to say I'm a Buddhist.
So don't you worry that I am still not firm in believing Amitabha Buddha =)
the reason why I don't follow my friend to their services,
is that I'm afraid I wont be able to answer their questions in the correct way.
*Please believe me*

Right now,
I am just busy with work and Friday classes.

But after June,
will be power packed :D

I guess I choose my route,
and I shall be good and not complain about being tired.

*I always think that you always give me very nice encouragements, and I really appreciates it. *

*I don't know what is the rationale behind your every actions.*

*There is always a barrier between me and you.*

*Not that I like to compare, but I just can't help it. *

*We shares the same ultimate goal but...*

*One word to summaries*

*Complicated*

Ending my post with:

"Always remember to forget the
troubles that have passed away.
But never forget to remember the blessings that come each day."

-Bhante Saranapala =)

2010-06-13T00:08:00.006+08:00

Cute =)

Perfect night..not.
lols.
Weather has been quite hot. Grr.

Was hesitating whether to blog or.not.

But I guess I need to write down and keep track of what I think.

I'm afraid I might forget.

Memories has been failing.

Ginkgo Biloba doesn't seem to help much.

Graduation 2010 was a success.
With parents' appearance and loved ones.
Felt utmost love on that day.

I'm really happy that my parents are able to make it for that day.
I guess it will be the last official thing...doesnt make any sense?
=)
*full updates on grad in next entry.*
*I think it deserves to have one full entry by itself =) *

Colleagues were being nice and congrats me the day after I return to office.

Life there was pretty great once I get used to the environment and a couple of meals makes us closer.

But nothing can be taken for granted.

Impermanence summarise everything. =)

Workload has lessen abit these few weeks,
but starting from next week,
I guess I'll be OT-ing more often.
and stress is coming back to haunt me. =)
lols.
But I should be able to handle it well. =)

Went to catch a movie last Sunday,
Nightmare on the elm street.
Partners of the movie: Nachos Chippy plus the macspicy(mind you, ONLY that tender loving meat!)plus a hotdoggie and some "SIPS" of cola =S

Spent the whole time tinking of the perfect hand posture to cover my eyes without NOT noticing what's happening :D

And the razor sounds from the knify...totally irritates my ears.

I get myself so worked up(is tt such a word?) and I split my slippers.
Glad that it has a strap behind it so damage wasn't so bad after all.
Still can walk home with it :D
Don't bear to throw cuz it came frm laos. =S

Every single time I watch a horror movie,
and when it starts,
first thought in my mind,
"Why am I here?"

and the last thought of my mind after the movies ends..

"Is my heart still in working condition?"

LOL.

Horror movies is a love and hate thing.
=)

I'm getting myself involved with whole loads of events/classes/activities starting from mid-June to all the way to November.
Some might have no expiry date.

But I think I'll love that lifestyle.
I'm someone who need to be busy.
If not all I do is. sleep. and PERHAPS eat. =D

Friday classes has been great with new classes introduced.
Getting myself involved in one of the new classes.
But I'm a repeat student.
lols.
Tempted to go for the Sunday class...
but I will burn my whole weekends.
for like...
8weeks?

And..
I'm afraid I wont have enough time to rest.

shucks.

2010-04-27T22:01:00.001+08:00

失去了被疼或爱的资格，
跟着失去·的。。也是信任。

家。原来也可以这么陌生。

2010-04-12T22:24:00.002+08:00

I guess,
I just stepped into a very no-life trap.
is really 24/7.
except slping and eating.
the rest is just tt.

die.

2010-04-11T20:53:00.004+08:00

X: Y...
Y: what's wrong?
X:i just feel so shit.
Y: why? Work-related probs?
X: no la, work doesn't pose much probs, just need to get the hang of it. shld be ok soon. =)
Y: then?
X: Its like a week ago, i told myself: hey! I'm having a job and having loads of friends and sisters, and religious classes in the weekends,not much disturbance from house and need planning for my future education. My life seem to be in a good shape and all.
Y: and the point is...?
X: can u let me slowly finish?!
Y: lols! okok ... continue =D

X: Remember the guy i mention to u before?
Y: yea? =)
X: and yea, he did approach me a few time and I was quite proud of myself that i manage to treat it light-hearted. As in, really, i really dun care much abt him. it's just back to the original state it was supposed to be. =)
Y: and........? =0
X: But this time round, i really dunno why man! Just browsing FB, and I saw her.
Y: WAD HER?!
X: the gurl he like la!
Y: WOOH. and then...
X: I just couldnt help comparing myself with her! For goodness sake, tt second i oso dunno why i start comparing!
Y: oh dear.....why shld u compare urself with her when u dun even like him anymore?
X: that's the point! and I'm upset wif myself for doing tt.
Y: so are u still.....
X: For I am certain that, I will not turn back. I'm quite sure of that =)
Y: Good!! Just ignore ur foolish comparison and get back to ur track! :D ur mind just wander off abit, and dun be disturb by tat =)

X: YUP! still got loads of things to plan and do :D
Y: okok...keep me updated =)

2010-04-03T17:57:00.003+08:00

PS: X,Y,A,B,C,D are fictional characters created by me.

X: Y! Y! Y! I got juicy news!!
Y: Wassup? :D
X: U noe B?!? walao..i dint noe B is such a person sia!
Y: wassup with B?
X: A just shared with me randomly tat B is such a bitch!!
Y: Why is B such a bitch, and A actually told u tt? I thot they were close?! :D
X: Aiyo...A is close with B,that's why A noe everyting! Cant u see the pic?! A also tell me that B always gossip abt us! Damn bitch leh her, so double faced, like the psycho bitch!

Y: lols! CHILL!
X: dont u feel betrayed?! How can B do that to us?! Wonder wad she gossip abt the rest!
Y: X, look in a different way.
X: wad way?!
Y: firstly, where is this info frm?
X: A la! walau!
Y: CHILL idiot! so A is telling u B is doing all this?!?!
X: YA LA!
Y: i dun wan talk reason to u le. u r so easily agitated.

X: sorry sorry...continue...
Y: right now u feel betrayed is becuz u tink B is sprouting nonsense of us.
X: yes.
Y: so u feel like u r the victim?
X: eh...sort of.
Y: Jump out frm the victim's view.
X: and...?
Y: u see, wad u hear is frm A. and not from B. U did not hear it frm ur own ears that B speaks ill of us. U only heard from A.
X: so u mean, A is telling me lies?
Y: not exactly. U do not know wad is the truth unless u found out.
X: but is impossible A will tell me lies! as in, why?!
Y: well, every piece of info that is given to u, u have the every right to check whether is it true or not.
X: huh?
Y: ok, we are good friends...and if I randomly tell C that u have been saying bad tings abt D. and C will tell D and D will believe it without doubt, and didnt bother to question and thus, friendship between u and C and D is spoilt becuz of me.
X: oh........
Y: and did u say anyting bad abt C? No. It was me who started the rumors.
X: ohoh...i see the light...but how do we know did B say tt abt us?
Y: Question B! Get the truth out rather than keep spreading it when u dun even noe wad is the truth?! What is the difference between u and those paparazzi reporters if u dun find out the real truth? U muz have some responsibility when u spread news.

X: ohoh...now i see another light le! =D
Y: dont jump into any conclusions as long as u haven found out the truth. =) most impt of all, if dun have the guts to question the person, dun spread.

X: okok :D Thanks for telling me all this =)
Y: lols. all of us have this moments, when its my turn, and when i lose my cool, pls tell me the same thing, tat wad friends are for!
X: =D

2010-03-29T22:32:00.005+08:00

Credits: moonpointer.com

I guess,
I think,
I decide,
I will,
change my blog style =)

PS: song not working.

X: Y! so long nvr see u le! wad have u been doing?!
Y: lols =D been doing......nothing?
X: Updates! so long no update liao!
Y: haha...let me slowly download data to u =P
X: =.=

Y: Went to Laos, and back in SG for ard 1/2 a month?
X: and why u never visit me?
Y: there's something called twitter and seem to be much easy to communicate to twitter than u.
X: =.=

Y: k la k la...I am back le wad!?!
X: emo.
Y: =.=

X: so how was laos? Fun? Alot of shopping?
Y: It was kinda enlightening trip for me as an individual. oi. we go there to gif, not take. Furthermore there's not much shopping to be done there.
X: more info pls =)
Y: Summary: Fruit Basket(ohyea!), monopoly deal!,Organic food, refurbish sch,teaching kids,dancing class, no hatred.and alot alot of happy kids.
and when i say they are happy, i mean it.

X: you make it sound like Singapore kids are not happy.
Y: but their happiness is total diff frm SG kids! SG kids need to be bribe with PSP,Iphone or watever the most recent tech stuff. But the laos kids,...understand simple happiness.
X: so u learn alot frm there?
Y: yes. total eye opener oso. one ting for me to reflect was, is $$ really that impt?
X: and ur ans is?
Y: YES!
X: -.-||
Y: yes, to a certain extent la. To be realistic, we need money for survival. moreover SG is such a competitive place.
X: true enough.
Y: I will visit the place there again.
X: so how was the companionship there?
Y: hmm..well. Wad I can say is, we are "strawberry".
X: ??
Y: We been living in a good quality environment where everyting is provided for us. We never had any hardship before.
X: and?
Y: so the ugly truth of Singaporeans surface out!
X: so.........?
Y: but wadever, i enjoy my trip =)
X: anymore?
Y: I enjoyed the last day of vang vieng =D Celebrating one of the staff bday, sit at the side of the river in the middle of the night when it was pitch black,and went back to drink,drank,drunk.

X: U DRINK?!?
Y: yea, wassup?
X: u drink wad?
Y: Beer Lao and Lao Lao =D
X: U're not supposed to be drinking!
Y: uh.i am old enough to think.
X: but ur religion...
Y: I noe, I'm not supposed to drink. and i really thanks for ur concern. but is something between me and Buddha. And if Buddha will to ask me, I will then tell Buddha.
X: but i still cnt take it that u drink?!
Y: yea.believe it then. I'm old enough to think, and i dun wan to have regrets. and... I'm old enough to think what is right and wrong. Dont judge me before U look at the mirror =)

X: emo le lor. like tt say me.
Y: but is really true,fren. =)

X: so,what have u been up to?
Y: manage to meet lihui! lols :D was super duper surprised by her new look seh!
X: wad happen?
Y: we meet up weeks after her surgery, wasnt there for her when she had her surgery becuz i was at laos. We chatted alot and yea, was happy she changed to be more approachable! :D
X: COOL! =D

Y: meet up with hian once or twice or perhaps thrice? cuz she worked in the place i always go on a friday evening =D
X: wooh!
Y: on a recent meet up with her, was kinda...indescribable.
X: indescribable?
Y: lols. She pointed some loopholes in my revolution which was true, and she make me on the verge of drowning the whole kfc at CPF building.
X: WHY?!?!
Y: facing the problem which i always been running.
X: wad problem?
Y: oi. u stepping on the line man. get off.
X: =(
Y: no la, i been telling my dears about tt prob, but facing it as a whole situation...nah...not to anyone yet. but hian almost did it.

X: anymore to update?
Y: loads. Celebrated ibu bday one day early :D
X: details?
Y: Summary: Jelly Handbag, Ribs-sy, Movie marathon, Popokek rice and lovely company! :D

Y: ohyea, celebrated beca bday too! :D wuhan sister gathering! :D
X: wah...ur life damn happening hor!
Y: lols...whee....!

Y: ohyea, i gonna start my new phase of life soon! :D
X: wad phase?
Y: new phase of life as an adult!
X: ?!?
Y: =.=

PS: it's the last day of march,
how time flies.
April...Fool.

2010-03-02T22:06:00.002+08:00

Look like some kind of reporter,rite? =)

lols =)

Tis is the 101th post =)
The No.100 post is not done as it is filled with loads of memories and thoughts.

so 101 will come b4 100 =)

For those who are still reading this *dusty dusty* blog,
I be leaving to Laos tml,
8pm at Terminal1 =)

Purpose of the trip?
hmmm..
is sorta graduation trip and a community trip =)

looking forward to it =)

is kinda a new experience and new thing.

Hope everything go smoothly.

I will be back on 16th March,
so dun miss me =)

shld be reaching at airport ard....6pm =)

so,
everyone,
do take care of urself =)

and hope tt u all will see me again =)

2010-02-03T22:34:00.004+08:00

I wan to sleep.
run away from everyting.
from LNB,
from projects,
from FYPS,
from future.

Tml is RMT presentation,
I had a strong team,
and i guess i'm the weakest there.
The last ting i wan,
is to jeopardize their marks.

i better go and prepare a long script.
and die with it.

I want to become Elmo.
Time to Say goodbye.

Long day,
drained.
glad tt at least RMT is going to be over.

PS: the dress i wan,is so far away frm my budget. $48 bucks.
d.a.m.n.

PPS: someone please sing tt song to me. =)

2010-02-02T23:46:00.004+08:00

Never-ending projects is still ON.
and,
decide to put it on hold first.

I loves the music in my blog! =)
I found a new toy for me, and i going to get it after i finish paying everyting i owe
=D

Wait for me, darling!
i already got a name for u le! =)

School is ending soon~
yaya...
as much as we look forward to tt day,
but we still cnt bear to leave ULTIMATELY.

haiz,
leave it for other entries.

Some bugger really too thick-skin.
Shldnt elaborate the story here,
before everything turn worse.
as if it hasn't reach the bottom valley like tt.

Mum and the stranger told me,
tt i shld not mess with 462949.
i noe,
really.

and the old feelings is long gone le.
really.

what left is only the residue of long-term f/s.(friendship,mind you!)

462949 can be too much,
using those words on me.
and i understand i am an easy target,
compared to the li-na-ma's cliques.

and i am really tt idiotic,
not to discover the arrows in between the li-na-ma's words,
till i explain to "the stranger",
and the "green model",
and the "4 the rest of my life".

i dunno,
but at the bottom of my heart,
i guess i still wan this friend of mine.
blame it all on the "once-upon-a-time" fairytales.

the day i turn my back away from li-na-ma,
i hope li-na-ma will learn.

Li-na-ma,
take care.

i still think,
how and why can someone like two person at a time.

stepping two legs in different ships?

might as well drown urself in the sea rite?

and damn,
u dirty the sea.

mermaid die becuz of u.

2010-01-31T18:19:00.003+08:00

It's been eons since I update a decent post.

Well,
from this post,
u can infer that Yvonne is still alive =)

These few weeks,
been nt feeling well.

Not feeling well, as in emotionally =S

Glad that the tough period of time is over le =)

I hope.
*Fingers crossed*

Went for a few interviews in school =)
Glad that the school managed to get some studies-related jobs for us. =)

A pity is,
they are very...hmm.

I wanna go into i.r.a.s
and i wish i manage to get it.

But if not,
life goes on. =)

I'm in a rough patch recently,
stress and pressure frm parents directly,
and
projs and datelines to meet.

FYP2 is due-ing soon.
Report due tml,
and presentation on 09.02.
exams is on 23th and 25th.
RMT presentations is on next thurs,
Rainbow centre is on 01.03

madness.

Local Uni,
is something wad Juliet told us,
it is not for some of us.

And,
i noe i am not heading to there,
at least for now.

I had a uni in mind,
and also decide on which course I want to study,
and the tution fees..
WOOH.
BIG SUM of $$. =S

Dad has created alot of pressure in me,
and it is seriously straining me.

The ties within me and my dad,
is not strong at all.

We dun behave like wad dad and daughter shld be.

We can sit down at the dining table and eat our own food without any communication.

That should gave u a picture of my relation with dad.

Apart from that,
These few weeks,
i been trying to understand myself.

As in,
I really dunno wad i REALLY wants,
and what is my goals,
and what is my strengths and weaknesses.

And that really bother me alot.

but...
it has been so straining,
so i decided to search myself
after exams ba.

Friends had all been encouraging,
and notice my behavior. =)
Thanks for enduring me these period.

CNY is coming,
totally not looking forward to it.

Exams is coming,
got to start preparing myself.
=)

Received early bird stuff,
and decided to use it asap =D

Isn't this pretty?!!? :)

I am so gonna get it,
provided tt it is within my price range! =)

2010-01-11T14:01:00.002+08:00

Is it true?

I guess i was drunk on tt night,
when i post that comment in his journal.

the aftermath of that action was disastrous.

the only thing that i could comfort myself is,
no regrets.

2010-01-10T02:28:00.002+08:00

I
dunno
wad to say.

For many months,
despite ur recent messages,
it dint affect me.
i swear.

but.
When one action frm u in fb,
bring me back to the common memories.

and the night
with the wind,
bring me back to the day.

Feel like laughing at myself.

May not be able to kick him out of my life,
but perhaps,
remain as wad we are supposed to be.

Everyone knows I am great fan of Yoga lin =)
and his new album,
i treasure like crazy =)

Guess wad,
i dint open it YET.

I download the songs and transfer to my phone. =)

The songs are great,
and one of it is my fav,
说谎Shuo Huang（lies).

One part of the song goes like this:

"我沒有說謊我何必說謊
你懂我的我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊請別以為你有多難忘
笑是真的不是我逞強"

terrible translation(my interpretation of the song) :

"I did not lie There's no need for me to lie
You know me I never learn how to lie to you
I did not lie Please do not think that it is hard to forget you
I did not struggle to laugh"

Another song in the album,
got a very different feel.

sounds like...
Wo Ai De Ren soft version.
lols =)

Song name is 心酸xin suan(sourness)

One part of the song goes like this,

"走不完的長巷原來也就那麼長
跑不完的操場原來小成這樣
時間的手翻雲覆雨了什麼
從我手中奪走了什麼

閉上眼看十六歲的夕陽
美得像我們一樣
邊走邊唱天真浪漫勇敢
以為能走到遠方"

Pardon me for no english translation,
cuz...
i really dunno how.

我的神秘嘉宾。

2010-01-01T23:30:00.000+08:00

will update soon =)

and..

ARPI NIEW BEER! =D

2009-12-31T21:37:00.003+08:00

This post came abit late...
but still =D

would like to pen down my thoughts for 2009 =)

Still remember my previous blog,
and the tings i wrote tt i wanna complete in 2009,
haha...
yea...
i did complete one at least!

more confidence?
and
better in my language skills ?

2009 is full of hmm...not a exact smooth year for me..

as in,
there is loads of quarrels between me and my family,
and small fight within my friends.

2009 doesnt conclude nice too.
but i get to spend the whole day with myself and
racking my brains wat i wanna do for my new year.

lots of troubles came in too,
mostly financial.

and yea,
still having this prob.

Old saying says that it's best to pay off all your debts before new year cames,
but i guess,
i couldnt,
rite?

lols :D

at least ppl with installments suffer the same fate with me,
so...bleahx.

on serious thoughts,
i really dunno what did i do on 2009..
nothing much came to mind,
attachment?
lols =)

Friends is great,
there is people that i actually do wanna treasure having.
some did leave for no reason,
but wadever it is,
hope the person is fine.
there is too much for us to see.

I discovered something,
that i tend to over analyze something.

it's killing my brains cells,
when i get this kind of thot like,
why this person doing this?
wad this person is trying to show?
and kinda..piss myself with all this thoughts.

Family-wise,
as said above,
there's more quarrel between me and mum.

but then i won quite a few,
cuz she's not been reasonable.

but some action that the parents is doing,
is giving me signs that i shld..
like..
get out of the hse.

Studies,
well...
not getting any better,
but at least,
i noe where i shld be going.
2010 is yr to graduate.
and..the time we step into the outside world,
whilst some continued to study,
and some,
perhaps,
unwilling,
in some island serving country =)

oh speaking of serving country,
i guess not much ppl know that,
i actually do have this stupid wish.

a wish to send one to NS and wait for one to come back.
and waiting every week for him to come back
and tell me all the fantastic stories.

i thot mayb i will find someone.
but i guess not yet.

hmm...so this wish is sorta like...blow out.

haha.

oh yea,
another story linked to this,

went to have mac lunch with Jie,
and there's whole loads of army boys!
oh gawd.

I SWEAR I DINT DROOL.

but there is this cute one,
not looking cute,
but the way he reacts.

the table beside was full of greenness...
and they decided to leave.
so when one leave his seats,
and he incidentally knock onto his friend's tray,(i guess they finish eating),
the tray overturned,
and landed on the floor.

the first thing he do,
was,
turn to us,
and say:
Sorry about that.

HAHA!
almost laughed my head off!

and his friend turn to him and said,
"you dropped my stuff, and u say sorry to them?!"

LOL.

both of us laugh when we went out.

lols.

uh-oh,
side track alot. =D
haha =D

hmm,
to end my 2009,

i would like to say thanks to this guy,
Mr. SZY.

he appeared in my life a long time ago,
and reappeared on the day 26th Jan.

and i successfully make him disappear before 2009 ends. =)

It's a brand new start! =D
yips! =D

bye bye 2009,
and embrace 2010!!! =D

mayb i will get married on 10.10.10! :D
HAHA =D

2009-12-30T23:41:00.002+08:00

I feel tired.
unusually tired of life.

2009-12-23T23:41:00.006+08:00

A sudden gush of emotional genes came to my mind,

and haha.
i am here.

=)

Life was pretty great after exams.

although there are loads of projs bothering me and keeping me in mind not to enjoy my holidays fully.

(= Xmas Gift Exchange =)
(= 17th Dec thurs =)
(= Marina Square =)

Went out with diamonds and had a great dinner with them at Kenny Rogers =)
Xchanging gifts is fun!! =D

Surprises! =D

Me and Shirley was the special grp cuz we exchange with each other!
whilst the rest mixed with each other =D
lols :D
the chinese cows are tgt! =)

Received clay mask from her! =)
frm Sephora! =D

yipee!

The mask really tighten my whole face,
when i apply it,
and it gave me hope tt my face will become one size smaller.

but it dint =(

but it is really good!!! =D

That day ended magically,
as i met someone who i really wished to meet for years.

Group pics with everyone! =)

(= Movie plus a supposed-to-be-mummy-exhibit =)
(= 19th Sat=)

Drag buddies to go watch mummy with me.
lols.
make a fool of myself. =(

Went to the China'- Singapore Religious and Cultural Exhibition =D

Get to know about this through email =)

All this while,
or mayb all my life,

I always thought there are only ard 4-5 religions in Singapore,
and i am really really wrong!

There are 10 religions in Singapore,
namely

The Hindu,
Jewish,
Zoroastrianism,
Buddhist,
Taoist,
Jainism,
Christian,
Islam,
Sikh,
Baha’i.

WOW!

The exhibition is really great as it showcases the different religions beliefs and it give us a brief knowledge of wad other religions believe in and their traditions.

To me,
I always think that it is good that to at least noe each religion abit rather than nothing.
Learn and learn to respect what people believe in,
rather than u dunno anyting,
and u start commenting..

It was a great eye-opener =)

Suntec was full of people,
but most of them went for the bookfest and the electronic gadgets fair.
i drag my buddies to the not-so-happening exhibit hall =)

Went to watch 十月围城 with them after the exhibition =)

Was quite moved by the movie.

but some questions popped out frm my tiny weeny macro mini brain.

The movie is about how the people protect Mr. Sun Yat Sen to come to the place safely,
and meet with the 12leaders at Hong Kong at that time.

The revolution by Mr Sun, overthrow the last imperial empire in history,
Qing Empire.

One person who changes the history,
everyone remembered what he had done for the people.
But what was behind which no one else thought about it,
is the thousands of innocent souls who sacrifice their life for this to happen.

Why is it so?
Why are they so sure that he is the one?

In just a few hours of arriving to Hong Kong,
the causalities is countless.

The bodyguards and the assassins are innocent.
They are people who hold strongly to what they believe in.

This movie is really a good one. =)

(= Water liberation Ceremony =)
(= 20th Sunday =)

The main goal of this ceremony is to invite beings of higher realms to help those in the lower realms to get out of their suffering.
By doing so, they will be free from pain and anguish, while the beings from the higher realms would fulfill their compassionate vows of liberating all sentient beings.

Went to help out as Alms Service Teams =)

Great affinity to meet two great friends! =)

It's like,

I always had this perception that most of the buddhist helpers are ah-ma,ah-gong, aunties or uncle.

it quite true to a certain extent.

My gang people can easily be the youngest people in terms of the lessons we took or the events we helped out.

But this time round,
i met Aki and Meiting!

It was first time i met Aki,
but i met meiting alot of times,
during lesson =)
but dint had a chance to talk to her during tt period =)

but now,
we met again =)

Most common topic people chatted,
is how we come and noe this ting.

Both of them are those individuals who attend lessons,
and gain interest in it,
and discovered themselves through this.

I totally salute them =)

Great chat and great working with them =)

hehe =)

Sadhu, Sadhu, Sadhu!! =)

Been feeling super emotional today,
perhaps the long bus ride gave me time to tink alot of stupid stuff.

I look at my reflection,
and was really disgusted by the look.

yes,
disgusted.

i really hate the size of my head.

it is really freaking huge.
FREAKING BIG.

I always wonder,
why my friends can accept me.

as in,
why are they willing to go out with me?

I feel ashamed going out.
as in myself.

but why are there people who still wanna go out with me?
why u all manage to accept me,
while i couldnt accept my big head?!

super low self-esteem.
all of a sudden.

damn it.

muz be my messy bedroom cause it.

gonna tidy it up by the end of this week,
if not i got no more time.

and...

stop the nagging frm momo.

ARR.

HOW TO MAKE MY FACE SMALLER?!?!

tell me.

i hug u tight and nvr let go,
if u tell me the secret formula for making my face small.

Does drinking lots of soup cause ur head to be big?

Does drinking water during night make ur head big?

what if at night, i really thirsty,how?

GRR.

Shld drown myself to death.
.
.
.
.
cnt!

will look damn bloated.

face more bigger.
die.

haiz.

invite all of u to eat curry under my block.

hian scare me tt i may have diabetes.

mayb the invitation will come true.

CHOI.

2009-12-22T15:34:00.002+08:00

oh god.
i found someone
who is 26
and dun have gf before.

wow.

so rare case!

who is he?
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

2009-12-17T22:58:00.003+08:00

Finally.

All the time i been waiting,

i saw u.

Yet,

i have no courage to walk to u and say hi.

Heart beat rate: unmeasurable.

I wish i have the courage to see and talk to u again.

please.

Going against the whole world to be with u, i will.
although this is something tt i can only dream about.

2009-12-13T14:05:00.003+08:00

I tink i love $$ than <3.

$$ treat me better than any guy can do.

$$ brings me to good places to eat.

$$ brings me to retail therapy anytime i need it.

$$ doesnt goes against me.

Hand-itchy

2009-12-11T21:24:00.004+08:00

Was studying at my bed someday ago,
and decide to take a pic of this.
HAHA!

Damn cute!
The monkey is like staring at the small turtle! =D
lols :D
mayb he wanna makes friends with the small turtie =D

SO DAMN CUTE. cnt take it.

YIPS!

Finally is friday wor =D
eh...this post is gonna be rather bitchy and a fault-finding mode..

hmm...

sha and me was being super bitchy,
goes ard and ask ppl,
today gt exam ar?

When we know,
they actually do! :D

it's the SUDD =D

BLEAHS.

We took it in CHINA! =P

So, we went ard and irritate everyone =P
MUHAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Having Bloomberg lesson in the Virtual investment centre.

i went unusually hyper.

haha.

When John Tan conduct the lesson,
got this ah-pek standing outside.

Then John Tan was asking,
whose dad?

i decide to answer,
my hubby.

I swear only my grp hear my ans.
ONLY.

Bloody John Tan has superb ears.

He say,

Yvonne's husband ar?

SUGAR DADDY.

WHEEEEE~~~~~~ =D

Took 52 to Bishan for lunch at Pizza Hut before we go for our place...

it so...damn it.

I noe I look pregnant,
and i give people the perception that i need to eat more,
but actually,
i have a rather small appetite?
=P

So I go for the student meal.
so damn it.

THE PORTION IS SO LITTLE!
grr....

haiz.

Went for a slight shopping trip with Sisters~
at Kovan area.

Damn it.

Nothing much.

Disappointment.

So we decide to "invade" Kovan neighbourhood.
lols.

We went to the Heartland Mall to see see what they have,

Old Chang Kee is there,

so i decide to buy a wing.

but i seriously got no change. only 50bucks.

the auntie was like,
feeling very irritated,
and say,

" U really got no change ar?
U only buy one thing leh?"

I...
wordless.
I smile back and say: no.

THEN!

This super kentot busok macam KB Auntie,
took my 50bucks and CHECK.

BLOODY HELL~

U think i wad??!

CHEAT U AR?!?!?

no $$ to pay ar?!

super insulting, u noe.

I noe i am being unreasonable by having this mindset,
but her EXCELLENT attitude is pushing me to tink tt way!

She took my 50,
checked,
open cash register,
slammed the 50bucks in.
took out the change,
SLAMMED THE MONEY TO THE CASH REGISTER AND COUNT.
AND PUT ON TOP OF THE TABLE FOR ME TO TAKE.

GRR.

Patience,Yvonne.

damn it.

I took the $$ and go.

haiz.

I shld done more.

had a kinky dinner today,
and got myself....

It's LOVE. =D

Always thought only can buy at Malaysia,
but it is found at NTUC! =D
loves =D

Instead of one.
.
.
.
.
.

i have 3!! =D
muhahahahahah! =D

and...
..
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

Got myself the Nth Shampoo.
hopes tis work..
it bettter works.

Thanks loads! =D

2009-12-02T22:02:00.002+08:00

Super unwell these few days,

ever since Hari Raya Haji.

Got worse on monday.

Developed high fever in midnight.

Lucky mum found out.

If nt,

i dun tink i still can blog here.

Got the urge to chop my nose and slit my throat.
=(

Tuesday

Went to Nokia Care at Century Square.

Service wasnt wad i had expected.

I dun have high expectations,

but there is some basic standards in servicing, i believe?

Nokia was fast,
call me in the evening and ask me to collect on wed =)

Wednesday

As usual,

one hour lecture of John Tan,
50% spent on inspirational motivational talk.

He shld have told us this in Year 1.
It will be more...effective? =P

Nevertheless,
still thanks =)

PS: hehe..i tink he saw me when i saw him. HAHA.

Steven wasnt behaving himself.

I guess he was worried for us for our CTs.

At least,
i would like to think like tt.
.
.
.

Went to collect my phone after school.

First sentence frm Nokia Care Stuff is...
.
.
.
.
.

"Sorry to keep you waiting!".

Jane(I asked for her name), greeted me with a wide smile.

Service is not bad =)

She hears what i got to say,
unlike the other.

While she assembled the parts for me,

I asked for feedback forms. =)

She kindly pass it to me,

and i request for another one. =)

One for complaint,
One for compliment.

Yea.

Was at the verge of complaining the other.

I wrote profusely and ready to submit both feedback forms.

Before i submit the forms,

I checked my phone and..
.
.
.
.
.
.
phone is still not entirely fixed.
photos is still corrupted.
lols.

It was the memory card fault =S

I backup my messages to the memory card..
and she told me kindly tt i have to reformat my whole memory card.

WHICH MEANS?

Delete all my messages?!?

=(

I ask for solutions,
and told her panickly tt i really wish to have the messages.

She replied,
"Let me talk to my technician and see how he can help u? =)"

SUPER DUPER WASNT EXPECTING TIS.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

She came back after a few mins and say,

My technician says that he can backup ur memory card in his com and reformat ur card and put ur messages back to ur card, but it may take ard 1/2 hour, isit ok? You may wanna take a seat over there or come back 1/2 an hour later? =)

OH MAN.

MELTZ.

LOL.

1hr oso can!
LOL.

I waited at the other corner.... =)

Quite a few times,
she turned to smile at me.

I called tt,

GREAT SERVICE.

So while waiting,
i took tt feedback form
and wrote a longer essay for her =D

She deserves it! =D

The other one,
i was like.........
hmm...

yea,
i am angry of the other one for treating customer badly.
but...

i throw tat bloody piece away.

She needs the job.

I shldnt like.hurt her.

since my prob is being rectified =)

1/2 an hour later.....

Jane came to me and pass me my phone =)

Thanked her profusely,
and she reply,

The technician helps alot =)

WOW. =)

Like her to the max.

What is customer service?
Jane.

2009-11-27T22:18:00.006+08:00

Can i just random blog? =P

Tis week,
we gonna have a long weekend!~~

Supposed to do smtg,
but decide to gif it a miss tis time. =)

This week is full of...WEIRDNESS.

Totally had a whole new experience.

Monday~~

WHOLE LOADS OF FUN IN THE TUT ROOM DURING BQC.

Hellyah.

Tuesday~~

Went to dentist for check up..

Just a random check to see the condition of my teeth.

4 BLOODY WISDOM TOOTH. =(

Utter sadness.

Can i remove those tooths, and freeze it in my fridge?

So in any case,

if i kena fight,

and lose my teeth,

i can still use it?
.
.
..
.
.

Now i know. where all my wisdom gone to.

.
.
.
.

Paranormal with friends.

Not tt effing scary,

but still i cnt slp in the night.

Thai's ones is still the best.

Wednesday~~~

Short day in school.

LOVES my BLUE ELMO SHIRT TO THE MAX.

Hate wearing jeans everyday.

Collecting Mr. P at 1:30.
Forget to bring Mr. PP.
damn it. rush home to get it.

Apple is so great~~ =D
Rush back, and phew,
collecting my Mr. P at 3plus!
yipee!! =D

Crossing tt micro-small road, green light flicking, trying my luck. halfway, voice behind me,

YVONNE, STOP!!!!!

i turned around,

it was Dad calling his daughter.

FML.

lols.

Managed to get some sleep before appt.

appt was supposed to be 830.

but changed to an hour earlier.

i'm so sure my heartbeat rate increases.

but i dint take long to ans it.

Great night..

but I'm so sure it is totally different frm tt day.

See tings clearer as i am in diff position now compared to tt day.

=D

I dint skip around.
=P

Able to sleep once i reach home,
so tired....

Thursday~~~

Site visit to White Sands.

YEA!

Dun need wake up so early~~!

I am nt tt stupid to take train and buses to sch, and take sch bus to Pasir Ris.

HAHA.

White Sands,
hmm....

LOL.

Alan surprised me always.
MUHAHAH.

Catch a movies with friendies.

LOL.

Total unusual combo of us.

Never thought of it when i was in year 1.
MUHAHHAHAHA.

So loving Popeye's mashie potatoes!! =D

Friday~~~~

Happy Hari Raya Haji! =D

Totally rots @ home.

SO LOVING IT! =D

Dad woke me up at 8plus.
damn it.

wanted to slp more but cnt.

The difference of dad and mum waking me up is..dad only need to say one time.
mum needs to wake me for like 2-3times?

Hey,
this applies during weekends =D

I wake up myself during weekdays de lor!
HAHA.

nothing to be proud of,yvonne! =D

2009-11-26T00:33:00.001+08:00

eh...

i am not blind =)

2009-11-22T19:07:00.003+08:00

My latest msn pic.
yea,
posted this pic in one of my entry eons ago.

Find myself to look like that when i am stone-ing.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Life has been...er. great.

I am like watching movies,dramas or wadever u call it.

It's like watching kids performing in some kids central drama..or
like those Sunday morning , tune to channel 8 and u can see them performing?

Young Adults behaving like kids.

It's kinda funny when i think of it.

But at that moment,
when the drama is screening,
I wasnt laughing.

I was quite agitated too.

but then,
thinking back again,

I am behaving like young childish kids by being agitated at those Main Actor/Actress.

LOL.

Did the drama end?
NO.

Isit gonna to have special series soon?
YES.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

How long does it take to get over a person
and move on?

How long does it take to get over a person
and be with another one?

How long does it take to love a person?

haha...

1sec?

1day?

1month?

1yr?

10yrs?

I always thought to get over a person,
is hard.

And to measure the "hardness" of getting over a person,
we use time.

Yea, time cnt really measure it.
but still.

I thought it may at least take weeks or months.
or mayb years to forget a person.

I thought it may at least take weeks or months.
or mayb years to LOVE a person.

or perhaps,
taking weeks or months or years to find out tat u love or forget the person.

But reality prove me wrong.

NO.

Time doesnt tally.

One week ago,
they will still tgt.

One week or more,
the other declared single and attach to another one in the same day.

Time doesnt tally.
at all.

There is alot of stories regarding this story.

But i believe there is 3sides to this story.

Ur side.
My side.
Truth.

again,

WHO AM I TO CARE ABT THIS.

The post ended here.

Wad is below is smtg..
eh..
slightly religious..

u can actually go le =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I recalled one of my drama series scene...
is about the Bodhidharma(达摩祖师).

Most of the story inside abt he and his rival,
and the stories are not true...
but it is a fact tt he is the first one who come to China to spread Dharma.

One of the story,
is about a girl and him.

In their first life,
they know each other and fall in love with each other.

and,
they promise each other to become 7-life couple.

Second life,
they meet again,
in different identity,
and fall in love with each other.

Third life,
they meet again,
in different identity,
and fall in love with each other.

Fourth life,
they meet again,
in different identity,
and fall in love with each other.

Fifth life,
the gurl waited and waited.
The guy dint came for her.

Sixth life,
the gurl waited and waited.
The guy dint came for her.

Seventh life,
they meet each other again.
The guy couldnt recongise her.
The gurl recognise him(dun ask me how).

The guy become a monk,
while the gurl become a nun.

The gurl tested him through meditation(dunno wad is the exact word)...
she bring him back to their past lives.

He remember everything of wad she says,
and guess correctly wad they have done in their previous lives.

The gurl asked,
why did he abandon her in their fifth life.

The guy couldnt answer.
He told her that,
he wanted to give up the small love（小爱）,
and go for big love（大爱） to save the world.

放弃小爱，完成大爱。

人与人之间的爱，
似乎好渺小。

有股冲动，想放弃念头。
放弃想谈恋爱的念头。

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-11-09T21:38:00.003+08:00

A bit too fast for me to blog again,rite?

Weather is superb.

<3 it loads.

Randomly hear this song in my phone,
and yea,
<3 it and keep listening to it again and again.

我相信
By: Fann Wong

不小心打翻回忆
藏不住好想你的秘密
在寂寞夜里
感觉竟如此的清晰

每一次沿着记忆
一路上全是我爱你的讯息
如影又随形
越是想你越难以抗拒

我相信这情怀
有一天你会明白
不管现在未来
你的一切都让我期待

我相信这份爱
怎么甩也甩不开
看你悄悄走近却又离开
相信总会回来

I never expect myself to get myself into tt kind of trouble again.
Damn it.
lols.

I LOVE LECTURES NOW =)

2009-11-07T14:59:00.004+08:00

My 80th Post dedicated to my dearest...

pencil case....

On 5/11/09,
it left me.
haiz.

yea,
i noe it's not a big deal.

but to me,
losing it is losing smtg precious as it has been with me wherever i go since yr1?
and i oso bring it to China with me.

But ya,
It's JUST A PENCILBOX.

i guess it's attachment ba. =(

oh wells.

hopefully someone picked it up,
and may find some of the stationary useful.
and my slim thumbdrive is inside. =(

oh wells.

Deep breaths.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Had an wonderful evening on Thursday =)
I guess all scorpio have similar characteristics. =)
Wonderful night and an embarrassing night. lols.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

30/10/09

Yoga's Album 2 come out le !!!
In Taiwan!
lols.

But i managed to be the 1st few(I assume) to buy it in SG. =)

loves <3.

This album gt alot of jazz, and i super love it =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

I finally managed to buy my Hotelier OST online! =)

yea!!
Got my hotelier and Winter Sonata!! =D

Both male actor is the same person!
my BYJ =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hehe!
Super cute right!?!? =D

Sat's Class(Six Perfections) is ending..
sobs...

Thanks loads to Brothers and Sisters for the Sharing Session,
Thanks loads to Venerable Bodhi for the teaching,
and Thanks loads to Buddha for giving us the favorable condition.
=)

2009-10-27T12:33:00.003+08:00

Something shock me yesterday,
and the day before yesterday.

Yesterday,
Jie was saying people being 鬼鬼祟祟 with her.!

i was like...O.M.G.

not about the meaning,
but SHE ACTUALLY KNOW HOW TO USE IT.

oh man.

I better brush up my mandarin before she shoots me with some Tang Poems and some idioms I never hear b4!!!

LOL.

Images.

hahah...

I tink i really lost touch with mandarin very long le..
sobs.

better start writing my diary in mandarin,
before i forget how to write it.

Mr. Heng were be so disappointed with me. =(

Yesterday yesterday,
i received nice surprise =)

frm G.U.M! =D

they send me stickers of cute little words =)

and i had a nice chat yesterday...
but i guess..
it is because we r going near to the end of the road,
so it doesnt feel so pain.
=)

PS: Leave my jiejie alone~~~~!!!!

2009-10-25T20:00:00.003+08:00

#breathe in#
#breathe out#

i need another 3breaths.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

i need another 3deep breaths.

I learnt forbearance yesterday,
and missed out a chance earlier to practice it before i learn.
and then,
i guess,
someone up there thinks it's time for me to practice,
so they send sentient beings to help me.

and u noe wad?

i failed tt test.

if i pass,
u wont be able to see this post.

G.R.E.A.T.

Thank U, teachers out there. =)

tell me,
seriously,

which actions or which gestures or which words did i use to both of u,
tt makes me deserve to have all these nonsensical approach to me frm both of u?

U noe,
i fking hate myself for being angry with such small matters,
but the actions both of them done to me,
is freaking driving me somewhere not in the peaceful lane.

pls let me change track.
or was it always me who initiates a change of track?

a simple sms,
a simple call,
a simple sorry,
makes me like a weakling.

i hate to be angry of their actions and be the one who say sorry 1st.
it really makes me like a weakling.

I have not been practicing forbearance ever since,
i always been practicing REN, REN, and REN.
it is different!!!

Inner peace, yvonne.

#breathe in#
#breathe out#

some yiruma music will help me..
and.
i need to go back to my work.

PS: kind souls out there, pls remind me to get a table lamp...i seriously cnt read wad i wrote on my paper... =(

2009-10-22T22:23:00.001+08:00

I'm not in good terms with my camera,
very hard to upload alot of stuff.

but lucky,
picture speaks a thousand words,
and let me recall on wad i had done since i last send laoda off. =)

get back to u all,
when my cam reunite with me.

=)

Cheers.

2009-10-21T21:39:00.002+08:00

Thanks to Shashar,
for intro-ing me this song. =)

What am I supposed to do
With all these blues
Haunting me, everywhere, no matter what I do
Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I cant let go
When will this night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Seen a lot of broken hearts go sailing by
Phantom ships, lost at sea
And one of them is mine
Raising my glass, I sing a toast to the midnight sky
I wonder why
The stars don't seem to guide me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

The ghost of you and me
When will it set me free
I hear the voices call
Following footsteps down the hall
Trying to save what's left of my heart and soul

Watching the candle flicker out in the evening glow
I can't let go
When will the night be over

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

I didn't mean to fall in love with you
And baby there's a name for what you put me through
It isn't love, it's robbery
I'm sleeping with the ghost of you and me

Live life with no regrets. =)
Loved ones do not wan me to get hurt again,
but i noe i will regret if i wont meet for the last time.

I know that,
once u see the prey's eyes,
it's gonna be hard to do wad u r supposed to do.

but deep inside me,
i noe,
this meeting will not bring me to anywhere,
and like wad jie says,
That Guy is really taking his own sweet time to find me!!!
lols.
too much pitstop le wor.
haha =D

nevertheless,
i will wait =)

When will be the next MRT ride? =P

2009-10-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

The big game is over.

I'm outta here.

I lose, u win.

2009-10-02T10:38:00.006+08:00

This post...

is really not a post i would like to blog about it.

Been dreading for the day,

and almost forget about its existence,

till yesterday.

A sudden sms just woke me up yesterday,

and i start to panic.

I believe most of us do.

Alan was thinking,

wad am i drama-ing abt just looking at an sms.

after he noe the reason,

he feel more confused.

lols. long story. =)

Lucky,

we will given one more day to get prepared emotionally,physically(uh-oh.)

She's been the biggest crap bin i ever seen.

Taking all my crap and Entertaining all my crap and join in some oso.

and then eventually,

we have this joint venture.

The Ikan Bilis Business.

"Wonderful" Business ideas is always shared among shareholders,

and i love the meetings.

Sometime,

I feel that it's like a school of kinkyness.

There is Teacher S.

There is principal A.

There is MOE oso.

Tutorials and live demo is always so happening. (LOL! JKJK.)

Now,

this principal is leaving to Texas for one reason,

To Expand Our Business and Share the knowledge of Kinkyness and to upgrade her rank frm Principal to Captain.

She's a captain, I'm the "pirate".

lols.

Err...shall not say the super touching take care notes for her,

1thing2do3words4u,

IMU.

Please come back hor,

business u muz take over hor.

pls gif me overtime pay hor.

pls upsize(upgrade my status in Ikanbilis biz) me hor.

pls give me more $$ to run business hor.

I wan drink the G hor.

Wait for u to come back and drink hor.

Say u love us hor. (OOPS.)

Pls intro angmo guys for me hor, best is look like bobby hor.

jiayou hor.

muz take care hor.

import texas ikan bilis for the VIPs hor.

Arigato hor.

ALL OF US ARE MISSING U.

We more than 3 u.

2009-09-30T23:50:00.006+08:00

credits: diamond shirley =D

I'M BACK!

abit too early rite?
lols.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Future

Sorta being force to plan my future.
just gotten news on some stuff,
so some planning needs to be done.

~~~~~~~~~~~

Work

it's really LOL.
Alan and Pasir Ris, best partners. =D
I'm so glad that I am not with Wai Hon. phew. somemore is @ Sengkang.

We are going at our own pace,
and lucky,
we are able to work well. =)

Talk loads of crap,
but we share quite alot of similarities.
some similarities that not many ppl noe,
like he love those dramas i watch and i thot no one will ever even notice it.

and he oso share similarities with Sha Jie Jie wor! =P

Singing the Princess Pearl Song.
LOL.

PS: he is a damn idiot, bring the mobile broadband and online infront of me. *#%^&

~~~~~~~~

SPOILER: Phobia 2
(I'm not gonna insert the pics... too scary for me. =(

Phobia 2 was nice.
1/2 of the time, hmm, maybe more than that,
i am like covering myself with my shawl.
lols.
the freaking scary sounds is loud, and
i really feel like i am there.
G.D.I.
Ending is not bad.
dint show clearly,
but i shall take it as it is happy ending.
haha.
Couldnt sleep after watching it.
wake up at freaking 4am.
Sneak to my mum room and slp.
if it's was six,
i might still stay at my rm and force myself to continue slp,
but.

oh wells.

WILL I BE ABLE TO SLEEP AFTER BLOGGING?
oh man.

~~~~~~

幸福又安康


A taiwan drama that I recent finish watching =D
Love the ending =)
The only motivation and the starting point that make me watch this show is
Chen Qiao En, Joe.
Watch almost all her dramas =)

She's so pretty and natural and so herself.
Not saying that,
she is perfect.
But is all her imperfections that make me adore her. =D

Love

Alot of times been left alone,
and keeps thinking of u recently.
bloody shit.

Songs in my phone is making me crazy. =(
very very crazy. =(

Put the blame on me.

May the next meeting be the last.

I feel so invisible infront of u.
although i am so huge,
but i am invisible infront of u.
=(

Oh wells.

Bobby will be there for me,
maybe yoga oso?
maybe nie yuan too?
shall intro nie yuan to u all next time :D

PS: When is Yoga next album coming?!?

2009-09-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

Give me a reason why,
Bobby Au Yeung
is
so
handsome?

He make me smile no matter wad.

2009-09-27T14:20:00.005+08:00

It's been almost one week since I update...

alot of thoughts gushed through my minds,
but when it is time to pen it down,
it seem abit "ma fan"

nevertheless,
i need to do it,
as these are those memories which i wanna look back as i grow older.

21st Sept, Sha's bday and Hari Raya gathering =D

credits: Shirley =D

manage to see so many friends there!! =D
and i get to wear baju kurong =D
it been so long since i weat baju kurong!!!
the last time i wore....pri5?
lols =D
Had a great time there,
and love the foodie!!! =D

24th Sept, Aga bday gathering =D

Credits: Lao Da Ah-long Private Ltd. =D

Went to eat @ Suntec =D
Japanese Foodie =D
Food was nice,
Companions was great, a pity nurfah couldnt join us. =(

Presenting the gifts to the bday gurl =D

Gave her the paper market vouchers, cuz she is those kinky gurls that will do lady stuff like scrapbooking and things like tt =D

But a moment ago,
before presenting my pressie to her,she already bought something from there and she can stop buying le.

P-I-A-N-G...
heart breaks.
lols.

so,

I took away!!!!
sobs!
lols =D

Saturday classes =D

Just finished one workshop,
The Buddha Speaks the Amitabha Sutra.

Got a deeper understanding of how Buddha wants us to be liberated from sufferings.

A new workshop,
called the Six Perfections. =D

1.Perfections of giving.
2. Perfections of Conduct.
3. Perfections of forbearance
4. Perfections of effort
5. Perfections of concentration
6. Perfections of wisdom.

From the easiest to the hardest.

This new workshop is slightly different from the previous one.
This one is a bit more lively than the other.
We had a bonding session with the rest of the classmates.
Get to know one another and things like tt.

We learn something about Isolation,
and coincidentally,
was chatting with one of my friend on this topic the other day.

Get to know the deeper meaning of isolation, and Buddhism's perspective on tt.

I was alone last night,
but still,
it was some sort of self-affirmation abt how serious I wanna be in my religion.

My Saturdays is always occupied with classes,
and yea,
Saturdays is one of the great day to do shopping and things like tt.
But I am glad that my friends understands me.

~~~~~~~~

2009-09-18T09:27:00.003+08:00

Grr...

results are back,

not really nice to see,

but still looks ok =D

Kinda get tired these few days.

Bottle up everyting can be quite hard.

Just a small little spark,

will set me off.

I hate my mouth.

to a certain extent.

only noe how to eat,

and say some stuff tt i shld not say, and repeat.

ARR.

Shall find a zip for my mouth soon.

maybe u can seal it with a kiss if u r XYXY. HAHA.

I'm at PR now.

and blogging.

thanks to the innocent madeliene...

tat wad the person spell its network.

haha.

2009-09-15T21:58:00.003+08:00

Things has gone slightly not the way i wan,
in this weekend.

was telling someone,
that when bad things happen,
we shld be happy.

cuz,
good things will happen soon.

Same concept applies.

U can call it a vicious cycle.

I got my worse last weekends,
but i was rewarded to go out with mum at Pasir Ris tonight,
and took bus with her.

It was eons ago, i took bus with her.

When will she noe I cherish those small little things?

oh wells.

~~~~~~~~~~
Saturday will be a big step i took in one of the aspects in my life.
and i hope i be able to continue.
Faith will bring me through.

I will defeat the Mara.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

If u love someone,
have trust and faith with her/him.

U keep holding it to urself alone,
eventually,
or maybe,
the person will leave in a way or other.

Leaving doesnt mean physically,
it may mean psychological.

Forgive and Forget,
u may not know the one who is doing wrong is u.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Bobby been coming to my dreams these few days,
SWEET. =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Jiayou for quitting cigarette,
u finally saw the light.
my dad can do it,
u can too.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Shall blog my post in a different way soon.
=D

2009-09-13T23:46:00.002+08:00

This time,
i dun wanna face anyone.

shall do a proper post next time,
when the peace came back.

in the meanwhile,
i noe who i cares and who cares.
that is all it matters.

I need PP.

and,

I.L.S

helps loads.

OTAKOTAK.

Bicycle is rusty,
shall get it done soon.

I guess,
all of u noe the only rule in this blog.
read.
and read ONLY.

2009-09-05T10:37:00.001+08:00

So much to blogged about.

but do not have the mood to sit down and reflect.

=(

Looking Forward today =)

shall blog it tomz. =)

2009-08-26T00:15:00.010+08:00

1. EXAMs.

Phew,

I guess i survived the 1st paper.
BMD. =)
Thanks George =D

As usual,
yesterday burnt midnight oil like siao.

As usual too,
I am easily distracted.
lols.

Talk to my hotdog,
and then play with the phone,
and then playing with pens,
and draw some nonsencial stuff,
flip abit of magazine...
stuffs like that.

It's not something new for those who know me.

Slept for around one hour and get prepared to go for school.

lucky us!

3 of us managed to get to sit in the MRT!!
lols!
We are always like some racial harmony gathering like tt in the MRT everyday!
lols.

Gt malay, gt chinese oso gt indian! =D

and we got to see rainbow too. =)

such a wonderful thing to greet us.

BMD paper was not bad,
but gt a couple of questions,

I intro a total new theory about it.
=)

I hope George wont faint after seeing my paper.

I almost swore he gonna faint when he see my diagram in the common test paper. =P

Friday is last paper,
which is BRF.

total different education system frm George.
lols.

and we gonna finish our presentation for CS.

=S

Ganbatte! =)

The best place to study is anywhere without internet connection.
damn true for me, and mayb some of u all. =)

2. Wuhan 1year anniversary =(

How time flies...
it's been a year.

Last year,
at this time,
I'm in China with my sisters and brother.

It is the third day.
and we are in the ship
at SanXia.

MEMORIES!!!

The best-est period in my life. =)

Went to market and search for DVDs to watch...
super duper cheap!!!!
still can order somemore.

Our bedroom...last day. =(

Totally missed it.

It's been a great journey and a great chapter in my life.
Away from family and friends who's been with me for years.

I do miss home when I'm there.

I still remb one night,
beca and sha went to play Wii at the other house,
but i was feeling restless,
and wanted to watch my DVDs,
so i stayed home alone.

Used Sha's com and called home.
Talked to mum quite long,
and indeed miss home terribly @ tt moment.

3. Ngee Ann Polytechnic

Going to Ngee Ann was a bold step i took,
away from cliques, and go to NP,
without any friends.

Going to China was another bold step i took,
but it was unexpected.
away from family this time.

I sort of enjoyed the freedom i have in China,
and in NP.

I know that going to TP is a great choice,
in terms of financial or timing or anything.

I can sorta imagine my life in TP without going there,
but what is the fun if U going to some place u know how's ur life is gonna be?!

That's my way of thinking.

Going to NP broadens my mindset and of course,
i met with difficulties.

had a hard time coping my 1st year,
but gotten help. =)

Was envious in the first place,
when some of my friends told me how great it was in their poly and stuff like that.

Got moments,
i sorta regret of going to NP.

But,
I keep holding on.

On the second year,

I found my cliques. =)
lols.

hilarious way of finding.

Yvonne #1 pick up line: where u buy the laptop bag? =)

No regrets of coming to Ngee Ann Poly. =)

4. It started with a kiss.

Re-watched it for the 3rd time(considered little le lor).

I know is exam period,
but when i eat,
i need something to entertain me.
so this is it.

Sort of have different feelings watching this, this year.

reminds me of the situation i'm facing.

but Nth times worse than the female lead..

=(

oh wells.

5. I stay in love by Mariah Carey

Know this song for quite long,
until recently,
then hooked on it. =(

Dorothy Perkins was playing this song,
me and jie was guessing wad is this song.

so familar,
and jie noe is mariah carey.

we just dunno wad was the name for this song.

and then this song...

"And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"......"

We was like,
wow wow..

I think none of u get wad i mean. =D

6. Random Chat

Someone told me ignorance is bliss,

and i was thinking,

yup,
the more you noe,
the more hurting the truth can be.

and another someone told me,

in another way, it is good to know the truth cuz it tests ur faith.

So,
to be ignorant,
or,
to be sober,
that is a question.

To me,
the truth hold no more meaning.
Its just another thing that i am going to swore to secrecy.
Nothing change,
even if the truth change.

So,
what's your stand?

PS: I am contented to what i have now,
and,
with or without you,
doesnt really matters now. =)

2009-08-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

Dint expect myself to come up with second post.
But unforeseen circumstances...

was reading the Fmylife.

and there is this,

" A guy who I like for years ask me whether i like someone, I say yea, and he ask for the pic, i thought of asking him to look at the mirror, but i dint."

HAHA.

damn it.

2009-08-20T17:29:00.007+08:00

First Love is always the most beautiful when U have something left undone.

I dunno why,
i get to this mind set,
but it sort of make sense to me.

FYP presentation is not bad,
one big stone just drop off =)

Exams is coming,
and I'm not in the mood to study,
but i will motivate myself in one way or another. =)

Attachment on 31st.
sort of looking forward to it.
I really dun care much abt the allowance,
what matters is,
to be able to learn something from there. =)

there is this Korean song,
which i accidentally put it into my phone,
and by chance,
keep hearing it.

and I thought the name is sort of weird,
and decide to find the translations.

The translations is as follows:
The Heart Seemed to Do It Somehow (A & T)

Even though I tell it not to go,
even though I tell it to stop
my heart keeps going towards you
it doesn't wear out, it doesn't decrease
why is my love like this.

One by one, I count and count the memories
my heart can't rest for even a moment
it will just become baggage that becomes hard to control
why can't I even throw them away.

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
I love only you, only you
can't you just tell me?.

Even if I hold out my hands,
no matter how much I call out
you're always far from me
it'll be a love that becomes painful scars
why can't I erase it.

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have become a fool that's blind from love
just one place, everyday one place
looking at the sad light that is you
even the tear glands must be broken
my tears won't stop
just one word.. the one phrase that you love
can't you just tell me?.

I try to comfort myself with the lie
that I'm happy if you just smile
because the place you're going towards is not me
the lonely tears flow.

Really, my heart must have done something somehow
I must have gone crazy over this hard love
can't have you, can't forget you
waiting for you day by day.

I must have gotten ill from missing you so much
from loving you too much
just one thing.. your heart, that one thing
can't you just share it with me.

Can't you love me.

I am like...
wow.
this stupid song,
make me...

Sort of missed him,
despite all those terrible things he did.
He is always there everyday,
and i dint pay much notice.

a couple of times,
we did talked,
the heart dint skipped a beat oso.

but when
something like this in the fb:
you wont get something even those u put efforts on it.

it kinda,
giving me info,
tt he is still fond of this gurl.

and its kinda tell me,
i am sort of fond of him.

but it is pointless,
when his heart is with her still.

Jie say:
I deserve someone better.

I also have better things to do,
such as
studying,
finding more time for my classes.
and,
everyting but him.

I am psycho-ing myself.
Hope it works.

Korean songs always have this magical power,
to capture those heart aching moments of my life.
their song lyrics is perfect. =)

PS: the korean song playing now.

2009-08-14T12:20:00.001+08:00

=(

"dun test my patience".

talk none, do work.

tis is applicable for Yvonne only.

2009-08-11T23:49:00.000+08:00

I'm tired of trapping in the forest.
I wanna get out.
and i will.
=)

2009-08-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone... =)

YIPEE!!

I always thought my blogger got prob,
becuz of the missing toolbar,
these few days,
i blogged without any pics.
feel so naked.
lols.

but i figured it out,
thanks to the blogger webbie :D
if any of u also encountered the missing toolbar, and u r singnet oso..
this webbie will help u wor :D

http://blogging.nitecruzr.net/2009/07/distorted-unusable-post-editor-toolbar.html

Updates: I get back with her le... =)

Something i realise...
Tampines ppl do not understand arrows.

Everytime,
without fail,
at the mrt,

I will see Tampines-ians standing at the section where U R SUPPOSED TO LET PPL COME OUT 1st.

oh god.

if u all like tt,
wad the point of doing the arrows?!?!

I stare at the person,
and the person dare to stare back at me.
wow.

Bedok ppl are more educated,
they understand the arrows and know where to stand.

Feel alittle bit rich this week,
i hope i nt gonna become the "girl with green scarf".

"Baggies, Clothies, Bottomies, Skirties, Stop calling my name yo~~~~ "

If nothing goes wrong,
I shld be expecting a new phone.

Got 3 choice in mind,
but dunno still la.

I'm nt gonna put very high hopes.
lols.

Wad i wan is a phone that i can double up as a mp3 player.
hopefully,
can play videos and oso wifi la.

Contestant no.1

Nokia 5800.

-> loved it: becuz it touch screen and have quite alot of functions.
-> hate it: Saw a C#$%A chibeh guy using it. Wallpaper: naked woman. Cheapens the phone.

Contestant no.2:
inspired by Sha...
i irritated her damn lots of time :D

Samsung Omnia =)
yes,
this is Sha's phone yo! =D

3rd Contestant:
Samsung SGH F-480. =DD

but all is still a dream first la...

hopefully i am able to get it! =D

My phone sort of really go siao...
and the sms memory really overshot alot liao.

although there is this "del" function,
but i am not able to do it yet.
lols.

Been attending lessons on every sat.
love it loads.
=)

Still cannot believe I am able to blog sia!!! =D
LOL.

today is a great day.
07/08/09.
=D

2009-08-06T23:54:00.000+08:00

She say i can tell her everything...

but when there is everyting i wan to say...

she effing being a...

Effing angry...more hurt than angry.

wad is the meaning of saying "used?"

wad is the meaning of buying the pressie for u and kena reject.

wad is this all?!?!

i put down my dignity....and yet u decide to be better.

wait till a day tt i will nvr update u anyting anymore.

may the day start today.

Nothing stays permanent.

I know i am not supposed to let the current situation control me.
but...

ITS BECAUSE U EFFING IMPT, TT Y I GET SO EFFING UPSET!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WTH.

I am so angry with myself. really.
hated myself so much to get myself like tt.

2009-08-05T21:01:00.001+08:00

Blogger?!!?
why r u still not ok ar?!

2009-08-02T14:12:00.000+08:00

原来在朋友面前也要伪装。
好辛苦。
我受不了。

2009-08-01T17:20:00.001+08:00

HAPPINESS!
=)

Can upload the song wor!!! =D

PS: i think it really doesnt affect me...
i dint noe it dint affect me..
when u post that result. =)

I am back to square one,
and happy for it.
=)

2009-08-01T01:30:00.005+08:00

Back! =)

Long day in school,
quite tiring...
not much work done.

Took 52 to Sin Ming Drive.
Thought i was going to be late,
but,
the jam in the flyover wasnt as bad as i expect.

Got a few moments,
really fell asleep.

but lucky,
was able to wake before way before my stop.

Spend some time at the bus stop waiting...
Continued to read the book,
and found an ans to a qn suddenly.

Thanks Tracy for making me realise. =)

2nd and the last discussion was great! =D
learn alot and brings back alot of things to think back.
got alot of jokes,
and of cuz,
learn alot at the end of the day.

10plus in the temple can be very dark,
but I wasnt afraid at all.
Becuz,
it is a monastery.

I manage to ask a question, and Venerable answer my question.
I need to search the solution.

Attachment is my weakness.
learn to let go of attachment.

PS: It's the starting intention that matters.

removed the song...wanted to put the Take it with me.

2009-07-31T11:19:00.003+08:00

Got alot of things to blog,
such as

-> Chloe Bday Party
-> Small lihui bday celebration and gathering
-> Eerie encounter in the lift
-> Nenek Keropok
-> Religious lesson
-> My keyboard N.
-> BRF interesting Facts.

But decide to skip all these...
cuz gt this desire to blog abt Alan.

He's the first person I know in the Angmoh Entertainment Cycle.
I mean i know others,
but i dunno how they look like.

like when u all read mag,
u all know this is and that...but i know nuts.

But this special person caught my attention with his voice.

Becuz of tight jaws, the way he speak and the tone is entirely different frm others,
and its really,
nice to hear. =)

Decided to check him out in the net,
and know that he is those kind of ppl who protects their privacy.

But I am able to borrow a book frm lib
which is his unauthorised biography.

He didnt offered to write that book,
but Maureen Paton decided to do so.

Reading it in the afternoon and in a 292 bus,
with the song, take it with me...
nice. =)

From Alan's friends,
we see another Alan.

His charisma and his care and loyalty towards friends
is remarkable.

Somemore,
he is that attractive,
that hundreds of women in different age sends erotic letters to him,
wanna...
yea..
u get wad i mean.

BUT HE IS NOT.

He is those one-woman man.
He is with his first and only gurlfriend till now.

They dint intend to get married as they see lots of their friends getting married,
and yet,
Divorce.

But they been with each other for 4decades.

oh yea,
haven tell u his age.
63yrs old.

and yea,
i am in love with such man.

I seriously dun mind the age,
if they are mature,
and be able to take care of me.

and i really need those one-woman man.

not because he's handsome and all,
but the way he see Rima as his one,
the only one.

Fell in love with one song called Take it with me by Tom Waits.
I dun think anyone will enjoy this music.

Intend to teach my hubby sing this song when I passed away.

PS:
I guess.its over. =)

2009-07-30T23:10:00.000+08:00

JUST WHEN I DECIDE TO BLOG.
BLOGGER PLAY WITH ME.
NVM.

2009-07-30T01:33:00.000+08:00

Alan
Alan Alan
Alan Alan Alan
Alan Alan Alan Alan
Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan
Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan
Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan Alan

I need him.

2009-07-29T00:40:00.001+08:00

I love Alan Rickman voice =D

blogger seem to be fine.
but..shall do it next time =D

the most magical voice i ever heard.
Alan Rickman.

2009-07-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

got lotsa thing to blog,
but shall blog it when blogger is ready.

->Seoul Garden.
-> Evil lihui (HP,D&S)
-> My keyboard N
-> eerie encounter in the lift.
-> nenek keropok
-> religious lesson
-> 070809
->see!! memory loss...cnt tink liao.

cya,
when blog is ready =)

2009-07-26T22:09:00.001+08:00

Got the urge to blog loads and loads...
but blogger seem to be not cooperative.
lols.

2009-07-19T23:42:00.009+08:00

1. Balloons.

I want to have the balloon tt can fly fly one!! =D
those helium balloons!! =D

Wanted to become a kid again,
so i can approach those ppl who give balloons =)

2. Time is love.
http://www.timeislove.com.sg/sg/

I guess everyone shld have catch tat advert,
on the Titus watch.

Take a Lifetime to find love,
OR,
Seize a moment for passion?

For me, i choose to take a lifetime to find love.
The moment for passion is tempting,
but,
the moment you wake up,
u found out tt u r alone all the times,
it can be quite lugubrious.

Was quite surprised with one of my friend ans,
nice one =)

3. Religious classes.

I hope I did not use the wrong word. =)
First lesson was kinda,
hmm...
enlightening?

I am glad tt i make the right choice. =)

Sorta regret not joining BS in NP.
but the timing wasnt right for me.
nevertheless,
it did not stop me from going further to know wad is Dharma about.

Got alot to learn.
the more i learn,
the more i need to practice.

=)

4. Jeff Wang

came across his autograph session,
and yea,
appreciated his singing, and hope he can strive further =)

love the interaction =)

5. Dumbledore (My Albus)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Albus_Dumbledore

Watched the HP and the 1/2 blood prince a couple of times,
but lihui, if u wanna watch, pls ask me out! =)
Special privileged for U since it is JOYOUS JULY!!!

Super duper love Dumbledore.
Yea,
I admit,
I got weird taste,
but he kinda cute in a sense, right?

Severus do have a nice voice =)

I like Richard Harris more than the current one.
Was quite upset when Richard Harris passed away.

Refuse to accept the new one,
but he did manage to prove himself to fit into tat role.

I was crying when i read the part tt Dumbledore passed away in the 1/2 blood prince book.

mayb i know the ending,
tt y i dint cried when the movies showed it.

6. Chemistry

BMD touches on the topic regarding to oxidation of metals,

corrosion,

anods and cathods,

galvansing,

and the list goes on and on.

Really miss the subject chemistry.

Among all subjects learned in Sec Sch,

I guess I loved...

1. Chinese. (cuz of him, =D )

2. Chemistry

3. History

hehe =)

Miss the days tt i can cycle to school and back home.

miss the days i can hang around in sch and chat with the teachers.

misses loads.

7. Chloe Bday Party =)
shall continued on the next post =)
abit family orientated,
so decide to separate both entries. =)

Hope everyone enjoys their weekends. =)

PS: U the only thing i know like the back of my head.

PS:

It kinda strange and hard to imagine,

of all years we know each other,

and even we were in the same school,

and know each other's presence in the school,

but we nvr had a conversation with each other.

I guess tt is how the tings is supposed to be.

2009-07-13T23:15:00.002+08:00

Firstly,
gonna say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DARLING TRACY! =)

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Things hasn't been going well.

After tt incident,

I am...

easily irritated.

no more patience.

think second everytime.

start to doubt myself more than usual.

Nothing seem to be right after tat day.
except some day.

for goodness sake,

I need meditation.

~~~~~~~~~

PS:I will move on,
no matter how small the steps may be,
as long as i am not walking back.

2009-07-10T12:41:00.003+08:00

It's just get better each day. =)

It's time to work hard. =)

Lots of things undone,
datelines is so near.

The brains inside my head is going to crash soon,
I keep hibernating it so often tt I start to doubt myself,
whether there is any brains inside not.

I dunno,
I just make matter worse.

I effing wan to let go, but i cnt.

effing.
effing.

I want to date older gentleman. die die muz be older than me.

I cnt take kids anymore sia.

2009-07-09T11:30:00.000+08:00

Every picture speaks of things, people or events.
It captures that particular moment of life,
and makes it eternal.
The pictures in this blog exists for a purpose.

I hesitate whether should I post this entry or not.
Even if I already draft out the whole entry,
i still hesitated.

I really dun wanna spoil my monday mood,
but i guess,
what done has been done?
of all things,
i tink i shall say the best thing tt hurts me most.
i dun wanna list out all.

IT IS GRACIOUS TO SAY NO.

If you dun wan to go, got excuses not to go, effing dun feel like going,
or for God-knows-ur-reason,

u can just say no.

I RATHER U SAY NO.

than u,

going around telling others tat how POLITE u are to go wif me cuz it will be impolite to say the EFFING NO.

IT'S REALLY EFFING HURTING TO KNOW THIS.
but why should you care, right?

1. For the first time in my whole life, I dunno wad to wish for on 11:11 tt fateful day.

2. I made myself feel miserable this week, by having chicken feed becuz of buying the wat-so-ever for u. yea, i am dumb. u dint force me to buy it. it is my own fault.

3. Take a look at yourself in the mirror and U can see the one u don't like. U once told me, not to associate you with this person, but wadever u done isnt't any difference of tt person isn't it!?!

2009-07-06T23:51:00.013+08:00

Back to blog again!! =D

today is a fun day! =D

had a super great time during the long hours break and endless laughter wif sha and tracy.
Tracy is a sweetie pie!!

Results gotten back,
ok la =D
expected! =D
heeh :D

Wore my big shiny striking YELLOW shoe today! =D
lols...attracting loads of attention yea :D

i guess, ppl away frm ten miles still can see my shoes =D
hehe :D

Tracy called US BOBS.
lols :D

Tracy always gave me touching surprises, so here i oso wanna say loads of thanks to U! =)

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had a best lunch and dinner wif laoda and dajieda.
yea,
tt my gang wor =D
hehe :D

Went to Hei Sushi,
and yesh!!!

FOODIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i just can die looking at it. =D

me and the dajieda (my boss's sis)(lols! like i dunno her like tat.)

omg!! who the 2pretty gurls sia?

my boss!! =D
DA JIE DA! =D

yea, tt the expression I will gif everytime, as if I first time see food like tt.
one of my fav seafood, squidy!! =D

yumyum!!! =D

super duper spicy seafood ramen!!! =D
(nice,but the pimple and acne come out too fast le...
T_T)

yea!!!! it a pot of gold treasure!!!! =D

laoda so calm sia!!! so diff frm me and Dajie da expression!
u nvr noe! =P

dajieda, and small me.RITE.

uh-oh...caught in action! =P
yea, i only eat chiwamushi only. lols!RITE.

While waiting for stomach to rest awhile, wad can we do?
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hhaa! Formal =D i cnt stop giggling.

informal!! =D

formal yo!!! =D hehe :D
standard position when see laoda! :D

informal yo!!! =D

and then.
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yea! we will thinking of different things..
look at her,
one look, u noe wad she tinking sia.. ! =D

eh...laoda? still eyeing the foodie? lols!!
she tinking of something kinky!!! =D

U noe,
dinner without dessert is not a complete meal...
so off we go to E!hub yo!!!

BEST pose of the yr! =D

Contestant #1:

Pondstar! =D

Contestant #2:

DajieDa! =D

Contestant #3:

Lao Da! =D

dreaming of the fondue while waiting it to come~~~

DROOLS!!!!!!

Wad to do when u waiting for the fondue to come?
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Pose with the menu!!!! =D

#1 Pose! =D

#2 POSE! =D

We dun call it the the #3 pose,
we call it the hungry POSE!

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Foodie came!!! :D

presenting u the healthy fondue set! =D

presenting u the semi-healthy fondue set! =D

presenting U the super delicious-if-u-dun-eat-u-will-regret fondue set!
=D

my kinky boss and dajieda =D

me and laoda!!!
(our uniform is in black colour, gt those "CLEANER" style rite?)

Ending this post with gratitude to Laoda and Dajieda =D

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side note,

I dunno wad to tink,
but i dunno it hurts alot.

but i shall not let u disturb my wonderful monday.
i shall push tt incident away frm monday.

=)

let the worries start tml. =)

PS: MAYBE i will change my song back to the old one. guess.

2009-07-05T12:34:00.002+08:00

PS: I'm going to learn how to smile with eyes big big! ^^

Post-Grad photos taking =)

It on early friday morning, and yea...totally freaks me out in the morning.
wake up early to prepare, but nothing goes the way i want...
was pissed off wif myself. =(

but my girls make miracle when i reach school!
they helped me with my make up!
so super touched and thankful!
=)

and, yea, the whole thing goes smoothly, and we manage to take alot alot of photos! :D
with my china gang too! =D

My wifeys! =)

Satsuma(Tracy) and me! =)

James Bond(Mr.Tan) with the ladies! =)

Our dearest Mok and US! =)

a pity, we couldnt take wif Ju and Fred. =(

but there loads of chances yea!?! =)

Went for dinner afterwards, and yea, nice dinner =)

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Fitness Test has been postpone to November =D

time to do some running soon!!! =D

Time is running super fast,
and it July now!!

Attachment at 30Aug, if i not wrong, and really,
it freaks me out.

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KK Jie intro me this song: never say never and invincible.

@ first, i really love the tune of invincible,
but never say never has those excellent lyrics tt make me hold on and hear the whole song before skipping it back to invincible.

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卢广仲 is so cute. =)
really hated his nerd look,
but the way he say his speech in the awards ceremony, is so cute!
"I treat u all go eat breakfast!"
"Everyone must eat breakfast wor!"
"Ate ur breakfast le ma?"

Quite alot of big shot ppl, comment abt his songs,
including Eason.

and even my dearest Yoga support him.
lols.

So i went to search his music online,
and ZY oso got pass me his live concert soundtrack.

wow.
his music is really different,
kinda relaxing and yesh,
very hippy.=)

I always like to classified my music,
to those tt suitable to hear on different times of the day or evening or night.

卢广仲 is suitable to hear on day's time.
Yoga is all times.
Joanna Wang王若琳 is good for night's time. her voice reminds me of Corrine May.
Taylor Swift is all times.
Brian McKnight is night time
and etc etc...
lols.

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Back again to say hi! =D

Yesterday i blogged le,
supposed to say wad i have done for the whole week, but i couldnt recall until now.

so slight make-up update? =)

2. Mr. Wong

Went dinner wif hian one day at 800+ mac there.
saw mr wong,
and yea, he couldnt recall me.
=(
but he remb my face.
sianz.

ask him wad my name..
lols.

he only can smile sia.
lols.

but after awhile, before we go off,
he manage to recall my name :D

he say i have changed, and yea, more confidence!! =D

happy for the encouragement! =D

PS: The moment I look into ur eyes..
I am so glad u remb it =)

2009-07-01T22:22:00.004+08:00

I dunno y,
tis time,
i wanna blog.
but they dint manage to attach the pic.

so...
lols. =D

I really really tell myself off le.
really.

hehe :D

simply love the 1st day of july,
dun ask me y.

cuz u noe the ans =D
hehe :D

2009-06-30T23:36:00.002+08:00

Is either i too sense, or u completely no sense.

baah!!!!

Was chatting wif Amelia,
and we do have the same prob.

haha...
=D

let's see....
either we dive in, or we get out now.

lols.

2009-06-30T00:01:00.003+08:00

Wad is the best email for this year?
other than the couple of email i received from....
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TADAH!!! :D

NO WISP-WISPY tml!!!! =D
yipee :D

HEHE!!

2009-06-28T23:11:00.005+08:00

HEY PEEPS!!! =D

Had an enjoyable day on most of the days in the week.
The first few days,
we stayed in school to do some of our projs =)
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Went to catch a movie,
Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past.

Fantastic.

I learnt one line from there.

"In love, the one who care less is the winner."

I am at the other end.
lols.

Waiting for : The invention of lying(if it coming to SG),
The Hangover
Year One
Harry Potter and the 1/2 blood prince
The ugly truth
The proposal

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Mac double choc frappe is nice =)
love it.
i noe it high in calories, but...i really need it for tis week.
=D

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Wed and Fri manage to meet up with Lihui and Hian respectively. =)
Shared a lot =)

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Sunday

Initially supposed to go somewhere,
but oh wells.
=)

Went to Orchard unexpectedly.
lols :D
Went around hotels and looking here and there. =)

Mac Double Choc is fabulous.
=D

Went to loads of places and went to Bodyshop at Wisma there, if i not wrong.lols.

They have the facial wash i been looking for! :D
lols:D

the salesgurl, Joanna is fantastic.
love her sia :D

A nice gurl who show enthusiasm in her work, and a perfect role model for service line.
hehe. =D

PS: Tracy is a darling! =D

PS: I need CRABS. again. LOLs.

PPS: The more i noe u, the lesser faith i have, the stronger determination to leave.
somehow, i rather dun have ur fb..

2009-06-25T00:17:00.004+08:00

Someone stated this statement somewhere:
" The real pain is hidden from the outside world."

Yvonne.

2009-06-22T22:00:00.006+08:00

U all can click and see la,
if U are interested.
so happy,
i contribute something. =)
viewing rate is 400+. yipee.

It all coincidence.
lols.
i dun buy U-weekly de.

PS: i dunno, not "seeing" u today makes me feel awkward..

"I will be waiting for you geu dael gidarilgeyo
Deo isang apeun nunmul boiji aneulraeyo

You let me know geojitmal gateun sarang
Notji aneul geeyo baro geudaehello kittyyo

Geudaewaye gieok sokeul geotgo isseoyo
Gaseumsok gadeukhi nunmuri goyeoyo

Na eoddeotge hajyo
Ggumsokeseodojocha geudaereul geuriweohaeyo"

Updates:

hehe...someone help me put it in baidu tieba =)
yipee =D

2009-06-22T00:34:00.012+08:00

HI! =D
how everyone's wkends?
mine was great! =D
=D
hehe :D

and yea!

i regained eyesight le!!!!!!!
lols :D

Thanks to those ppl who has been helping me cope with everyting when i am "blind".
lols :D

Brew ur coffee le ma?
tea?
or...
milk?
haha :D

let's start! =D
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monday: BLOGGED le. =D
went out wif lihui to watch subaru =D

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Tuesday: went to get a new specs =D
KK Sha help me choose the frame as i really dunno which one will fits me.
Have my eyesight checked.
phew :D
still the same =D
Collecting my specs on friday =D

Dad bought new wardrobes for me and bro.
gonna be coming in thursday =D

~OLD WARDROBE~
the old wardrobe has been with us for yrs.
very very long.

so packing starts, and discovered some clothes tat i had not been wearing since..buddha knows.
lols.

It was tiring to carried the whole wardrobe(s) frm my room and my bro's rm all the way to the dustbin station beside my block.

my dad sweats like 1litre of sweat? lols. Very Kua Zhang. I noe.
lols.

PS: while packing, i found ramen ten's menu. yea, i bought ramen ten's menu home with
my magazine. tat was eons ago. yea, i am tat nubz. eh...FYI, the menu wasnt found in my wardrobe =)
lols.
who need ramen ten's menu? =P

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Wednesday: Project Meeting in CS. =D
yipee.
finally, we know wad we need to really work at.
seem alot, but i am sure we be able to do it well.
=D
jiayou!!! =D

Welcome new wardrobe!! :D
~NEW WARDROBE!!~
lols :D
nice nice! love it!! =D
~FILLED IT WIF MY CLOTHES!~

~SEPARATE THE LONG SLEEVE AND SHORT SLEEVE~

U see like alot of clothes,
but u see me keep wearing the same old clothes de =D

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Thursday: BLOGGED.
running nose!! =D

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Friday:
Communic Asia 2009
lols :D

(WHERE SHA AND SHIRLEY? )

Because some of us stayed near the EXPO,
so we travel there ourselves,and we arrive early. =D
Tracy was telling us this game: Shoot,Shag,marry.
lols :D
damn funny!!! =D

Communic Asia is boring,
mayb it really nt my interest.
lols :D

We went to Airport for lunch,
and superb Popeyes! =D
lols :D

Went to collect my specs,
and lols :D
LOVED IT LOADS! =D
Thanks dearest Jie KK sha!!=D

I was being super paranoid in friday,
talk to lihui,
and she comfort me.
=)

PS: sorry...i wasnt putting enough faith in u.

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Saturday:
random meetup wif Amelia and Lihui =D

the nerds wif specs! =D

lols :D
amelia is so damn cute =D
leaving us FB comments in our profile.
lols :D
off we went dating on Sat! :D

we went to kino to get lihui's stocks and membership done,
then went back to simei for a nice lunch cum dinner. =D

lols.

we spent hours there chatting like previous times.
lols :D

Super loved the time there.

missed the times 3of us r tgt. =D
gossiping :D

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Sunday:
random meetup with marcus =)

(Grabbed the photos frm him! =P)

Chatted super lots and updating each other! =D
love it loads!

Jiayou Jiayou jiayou!!!

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Side track
!!

In my long ago previous entry,
i said i wanted something,
and hope to get?
yea,
i bring it home with slight difficulty=D
but thanks to lihui,
help me bargain abit =D
hehe :D
lols :D

~MY STUDY TABLE~
lols :D
got see the poster =D
hehe :D

~MY NORMAL TABLE~
lols :D
shld see smtg very similar ba =D

lols :D

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~ANY IDEA WAD IS TIS? =) look like those joystick~

it a RADIO!
lols :D
my mum loves it.
and i dunno how it works! lols :D

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When u r too free,
u do stupid things like....
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~PUTTING MY DARLZ TO THE WARDROBE AND TOOK PHOTO OF IT~

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Cheers,
Yvonne :D

PS: jiayou =)

2009-06-18T20:18:00.003+08:00

PS: I need medicine.
I have a nose that runs.

Did u happen to take the remote control that controls my brain?
I believe u have it.
Pls return to me asap.

I dunno how many foolish stuff i had done for..

I went to the quiz in FB, what taylor swift song are u.
1st try: Teardrops on my guitar.
2nd try: Tim McGraw.

"But when you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think my favorite song
The one we danced to all night long
The moon like a spotlight on the lake
When you think happiness
I hope you think that little black dress
Think of my head on your chest
And my old faded blue jeans
When you think Tim McGraw
I hope you think of me"

more updates after tomz =)

2009-06-15T23:11:00.004+08:00

Went to watch Dance Subaru with lihui =D
It been long since we see each other. lols.
The long 65 ride allow us to update each other. =)
She been doing great, and hope she continues!! =D

Dance Subaru is nice, and inspiring. =)
love the musics, and falling in love with Koda Kumi again.
I always found her voice very powerful and strong.
and the song she sings, really do brings me to the scene.

While Queue-ing for snacks,
i saw a gurl who seem to be around the same age as me.
(I still can see la...i am not officially blind without specs.)
Her face was abit terrible than me.
Her size was abit plump.

I always feel very inferior when i have tat full of acne and pimple face.
I always feel inferior with my shape.

But when i saw her,
i felt that,
she is proud of who she is,
and she does not hide herself.

She is universally attractive kind of person.
which i am not.

The pose she gave to ppl is positive.
which make ppl to look into her insides rather than outsides.
She directs ppl attention to her innerself, and not the shell.

It is something i have to learn~~ =)

And what surprises me,
she do have a BF who looks more than average,
and judging by the conversation they exchanged,
i can tell she is very blissed. =)

I believe I can oso find the romeo(lols, been hearing too much "love story" le) who won't mind my face being full of acne.
=)

Major overhaul in my room is taking my life...
and my mum life.

haha.

Who ask her to put so much of her stuff in my room!?!
lols.

Influenced by Sha and ZY to hear Taylor Swift. =)

I love "Love story". =)
Preferred the version where she sang at CMA ceremony.
wasn't performing her best,
yet i tink i like it more. =)

PS: loves dearest alot. +oil! =)

Song playing: Breathe and love story by Taylor Swift.
Mood: Contented.
Random: Experience tell me not to be too happy on happy events. It's true. =)

PPS: And I can't breathe without you
But I have to breathe without you...

2009-06-14T15:20:00.000+08:00

Hellooooo!!! =D

how everyone's doing? =)

been long since i blogged, haha...like a week ago?

i believe everyone finished their CT le. =)
congrats. =D

it gonna be a long entry, so...brew urself a coffee/tea and sit down in a cozy chair and read. =)
if u r busy,
next time then read ba. =D

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Been busy these few days,
busy yet contented. =)

Last saturday,

went to Sakura to celebrate dearest Joanna bday with Aga, farah and Sha. =D

Food there is nice...but i prefer the clementi woods outlet. =D

Enjoyable day! =)

Sidetrack,
An irritating bangala called me on 8:29am.
i called back at 9:12am.
picked up, but no ans.
i put down the phone,and ignore.

he sms and ask who am i.
i replied and told him it was him who call me.

he sms again and ask for my name.
I guess he is those stupid random ppl, who will call for fun.
and i replied and say tat i presume he called the wrong number, and say bye.

he sms and said,
he noe me and ask for my name again.

oh G.D.I.
u call and ask my name?
wad bullshit is tat.

I ignore,
and he GDI-ing called me up to 15times in an hour.
till 11plus.

I pick up once,
and immediately i regret.
the HELLO frm him sound like some chee-ko-pek sound.

and then he called again,
at ard 3plus when i meet sha.

Afraid of hearing his bangala HELLO again,
i pass my phone to sha.

phew.
=)

he called again.
so sha help me send him a DEADLY sms to him.

and then,

HE DAMN CHICKEN NUGGET USE ANOTHER PHONE NUMBER TO CALL BACK.

Sha send him a last warning,
and he nvr called ever since.

3cheers to dajieda! =D

dad is so sweet,
ask me to change number when i told him abt tat CKP.
=)

Specs officially in coma.
one of the side of the specs break into 1/2.
friends say it kinda cool wearing it with 1/2 side.
lols.

PS: I dreamt of a song which i forget the lyrics,able to hum it and i manage to found the song. :)

Sunday...
Pure mugging day. =D
Building refurbishment.
lols. =D

all those building terms went into the head and juggle wif each other.
lols.

hmm...is my vision blur or the words is moving by itself?

PS: Single Phase, or multi phase?

Monday...

CT @ 9am.
slept @ 4am.
it wasn't done on purpose, but i dunno why i can survive till 4am. =)
lols.
Paper is okay.
Stressed and tired.
The way home,
i felt asleep in the bus...
been thinking...

PS: Thanks for the encouragement and advice. helps loads! =D

Tuesday...
Building Maintenance. =D
loved it loads.
esp one qn.
I draw 2hses.
when we will suppsed to draw the trees and one hse to describe shrinkable clay and mature trees.
haha.
George gonna laugh at my paper when he see it.
Brillant me.

Nice workout in the evening.
=D

PS: Being blurry state is a blessings in disguise. =)

Wednesday,
love and enjoy seeing ppl doing IBS.
haha.
able to rot the whole day. =D
So fun.!
Went to T1 wif hian and saw Gladys =D

PS: Facebook starts to become boring...but there's things tat keep me going. :P

Thursday,
went to school for proj discussion.
Enjoy the library session too. =D
Went to Great World City with my 2wifes,
and then we went to pay sis for a short visit,
and then we leave for our FYP place. =D
analysing our dearest CS. =D
nice and great day! =D

PS: CS?S square? Tampines is where I belong! =D

Friday,
went to AMK wif sisters! =D
Ribs Ribs Ribs! =D
Look like it gonna rain, but nope.

Went to 18chefs with ZY,
excellent time there! =)
and we had a "small mini grafitti" there. =)
Long walk home,
enjoyable. =)

PS: thanks for the intro of Taylor! =) loving her songs more than before =)

Saturday,
Rot @ home,
went to Hian hse for curry vegs!
superb! =)
contact wif HQ and it time for a meet up to pass her some stuff. =D

PS: Specs officially announced DEAD. Both sides came off. lols.
1min of mourning for my specs,pls. =P

Sunday,
meeting her today and pass her some stuff! =D
gonna start Project-ing soon. :D

Things to look forward next week:

1. Date wif lihui for dance,subaru on next monday! =)
2. Get a new specs on next tues! =)
3. Workout on next tues! =)
4. Project meeting on next wed! =)
5: Communic Asia 2009 at Expo on next fri ( School Outing) =)

Jiayou to those working, studying, project-ing! =)

Cheers =DDD

PS: gonna start my stuff soon....and i going to take a step back.
haiz...

2009-06-07T21:17:00.001+08:00

Isit the more u love something,
the more you will hate it?

PS: i simply dun understand why i am monopolizing it.

why do i even care about it.

Vonveracity

I dun see the light.

CHINESE NEW YEAR!! =D YEA! :D

1st blog post in 2011 =)

Keeping this post for my last entry of 2010.

The last day of 2010 =)

Love of my life =)

Hear/Heal The Heart

4 Seasons + Jazz + bench = Perfect =)

The Last Journey....

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Life is like a tree...I hope.

Pretty flats!

Fragile Sting

Sleepless night.

I miss this crazy ass.

Very Happening September(1)

New Buddhism Courses from PKS =)

以佛为爱

多情也无情，无情也是最多情。

I'm back! =)

My Job

My first time blogging through phone:)

"Always remember to forget thetroubles that have passed away.But never forget to remember the blessings that come each day."

Hand-itchy

"Always remember to forget the
troubles that have passed away.
But never forget to remember the blessings that come each day."